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Hahahaas, I've been watching a lot of channels which have animal documentries! Hahahaas, my favourite is still 'Bite Me With Dr Mike Leahy'! Its the most interesting to me, even though there are a lot of info about insects. I learnt so much about insects!!!

Did you know that cockroaches actually BITE? & there are actually flies that suck blood! & I saw many many venomous insects. OH YEAH, bees get angry with they come into contact with CO2!!! So you see, I learnt so much. I'm actually watching it now! So interesting. I saw a HUGE LEECH.

Hahahaas! Going back to the show~~

Angry!

I feel sleepy & angry everyday. How I wish I can stop the anger, but its quite hard lor! I'm feeling irritated like shit. !!!!#$#%$#^%%%%%$%$#%#@$#@$@#%#$$%%$

Pray that it will tide over soon. (:

Dear Mum,

I dont know if you still read my blog, but I'll still try. I cant say this to you in your face. Just take it that I'm weak & dont deserve anymore emotional trauma.

You said that I've been acting weird since my birthday. I admit, something that upsets me has happened one day after my birthday, & on my birthday itself, weird things were happening. You also asked me whats happening. Can this just be a secret for me to keep?

I know that I tell you many things, & perhaps I can say that I tell you almost everything. But sometimes, some things are just meant to be kept a secret. I have my reasons for not saying anything about it, & I really hope you will respect that.

Its true that I've been extremely upset [not to the point of crying] these few days, & I assure you, all these is going to pass quite soon, once I've moved on. Please stop probing, I will get irritated.

Up till now, I have only 2 secrets that I hardly tell people. I say hardly because I have revealed these secrets before. This is one of them. I've learnt it the hard way to keep secrets to myself, so no matter how many times you ask, I wont say, even though I hate to hide things from you.

Dont worry, I'm older now. Even though I'll always be young in your eyes, but trust me, I can tell from right to wrong, even if I can be abit impulsive at times. I can take care of myself, I can heal my own wounds, I can solve my own problems.

So yeah, dont worry so much about me. Just play your facebook games! (: Maybe, one day, when the time is ripe, I may tell you. Or maybe I'll just carry this secret with me to the grave. Depends.

Cause with his last breath,

Severus said, TAKE IT! TAKE IT!

Hahahaas, still love the lyrics & the song. I slept at 3am yesterday & woke up at 1.30pm this morning. HAHAHAAS, it was such a good sleep, but my mother called....... If not I could have slept longer!!!!!

Okay okay, the purpose of typing this post, is so that I can push the bottom post further down so it wont block the sidebar anymore. Hahahaas!

I'm hearing 'The bravest man I ever knew' now. Makes me so sad can. KEEPS REMINDING ME of "The Prince's Tale' in Deathly Hallows. & the small part in the chapter before, when Severus was dying!!!

Severus Snape remains to be my favourite character in the Harry Potter series! & I'm extremely sure that wrock is now my favourite genre of music, even though I think it would change soon. I like different songs depending on my mood! Hahahaas!

I really hate eggs man. & I've grown to hate laksa this year. DONT YOU FIND IT IS VERY DISGUSTING. Urgh, I hate coconut. & I just ate laksa instant noodles today. Great. I just dont want to waste money, because if I dont eat, NO ONE ELSE WILL!!

Anyway I'm going to stop eating laksa for the time being. Maybe a few years shall do the trick. Anyway all the while I'm not really a fan of laksa. Hahahaas. & before I ate laksa today, I already didnt eat it for about half a year! & I'm still sick of it.

This reminds me of the time I used to love horfun a lot! Then I kept eating horfun, until I was so disgusted by it. Hmm, then I think I stopped eating it for one year, then I went to eat it again. Even until now, I cannot find back my past love for horfun.

Yup, quite hard to find back lost love? HAHAHAAS, sounds so corny.

"If you look into my crystal ball, you'd see that my heart is coming to a stall. You see now, Ginny, we are meant to be, but this story cant involve you. Ginny, its almost over. Lets promise that when we're older, you'll meet me on Diagon Alley. Take my hand, & fly away with me~~~"

HAHAHAAS, this is the lyrics to "Meet me on Diagon Alley" by Ministry of Magic!

I just lost a friend. Oh great. About 4 years of friendship just washed down the drain. Hahahaas. Well, I guess I'm quite positive about it now. Taken a few days to mourn over it, now I should be okay, up & running!

Can never trust humans man. Hahahaas. I dont even know what I do in the first place. But since that person wants it to be this way, then what can I do? Move on bah. xD

Hmm, quite sleepy now. LOLS. I've only been awake for 3 hours! Okay okay, time to finish up the e-learning & Transfiguration homework. HAHAHAAS. Anyway right, its really very hard to find a name for Physics using the Harry Potter lessons! I CAN FIND FOR THE REST BUT NOT PHYSICS, because the whole book is defying Physics.

HAHAHAAS, flying brooms, flying motorcycles, even Voldemort can fly by himself! & moving stuff around that doesnt even require strength, conjuring items from midair, etc! Now I know why I dislike & cannot understand Physics, cause I love Harry Potter too much! .. Erm, everytime I say that, I mean I love the BOOK SERIES, not the person!

Yup, the series rock!

BLOODY HELL.

MY EAR INSIDE DAMN ITCHY & I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT CAUSE MY PIERCING IS THERE!!!!!! ARGH.

Okay, anyway I keep hearing Wizard rock for the past few days. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WIZARD ROCK IS A GENRE MAN! HAHAHAAS, ROCKS SO MUCH. I KEEP HEARING & IT JUST GETS BETTER EVERYTIME.

There's a lot, but I'll post my favourites? xD My favourite band is MINISTRY OF MAGIC! Hahahaas, the whole song damn nice & somemore they do about SNAPE! So no need to say liao, they win!

Its really difficult to find someone who likes the HP series as much as me in Singapore! Singaporeans are so boring!! Okay okay, shall put the video here. See if you all can understand it anot lor. If you never read, then most probably you wont understand.

[IGNORE WHEN IT CUTS INTO MY SIDEBAR. I'M LAZY TO CHANGE.]















HAHAHAAS, my favourites are still "Snape Vs Snape" & "The bravest man I ever knew" HAHAHAAS, they really show his bravery & for Snape Vs Snape, it tells me that Lily doubts that Snape can ever change, even though he keeps saying he can! But in the end, he said, "Lord Voldemort has won."

The bravest man I ever knew, extremely nice song man! "With his last breath, Severus said, "TAKE IT! TAKE IT!"

Okay okay, I post the lyrics for "The bravest man I ever knew" here. Cause the lyrics are really very meaningful [to me, SHUT UP IF YOU ARE NOT A HP FAN. I LIKE IS MY PROBLEM!!! *getting aggressive]

The Bravest Man I Ever Knew
I have given you a name
One that shows you can always change
No matter the way or mistake you've made.

And sometimes consequences define your life with hardship.
Will goodness will be the banner you raise?
Cause with his last breath, Severus said take it, take it.

Living in disguise.
A true wizard on the inside.
Not afraid of what he had to do.
He was the bravest man I ever knew.

Albus Severus,
You were known for two headmasters at Hogwarts.
One of them was a Slytherin
And he was probably the bravest man I ever knew.

A true wizard on the inside,
on the inside.
The bravest man I ever knew.
A true wizard on the inside,
on the inside.

All these things that tie us close
To what matters most
We cannot let go.

And sometimes consequences define your life with hardship.
Will goodness will be the banner you raise?
Cause with his last breath, Severus said take it, take it.

Living in disguise.
A true wizard on the inside.
Not afraid of what he had to do.
He was the bravest man I ever knew.

Long ago I had a teacher
A sallow skinned Slytherin with long black hair.
I hated him and he seemed to hate me too.
And though I branded him a coward he was, in fact,
the bravest man I ever knew.

A true wizard on the inside,
(the bravest man I ever knew) on the inside.
The bravest man I ever knew.
A true wizard on the inside,
on the inside.
The bravest man I ever knew.

Always, Always
There's so much in a word
Always, Always

From: http://www.lyricsmania.com/the_bravest_man_i_ever_knew_lyrics_ministry_of_magic.html

So bloody meaningful can. T.T Everytime I hear the song I feel so sad for Severus' death! ): Okay okay, I'm going to continue listening to the songs!!!! Hahahaas. Songs are able to make me forget everything! xD

Doing the e-learning now. Wish me all the best! Now is 2am~~

Why are horoscopes sometimes so true?

"You may be drawn into an emotional drama now, even if you attempt to keep conversations on the lighter side of life. But it can reach a point where your philosophical approach becomes a way for you to deny your own feelings. It's one thing to walk on the sunny side of the street when possible; however, today there are treasures awaiting your discovery if you are willing to step into the shadows."

From: http://www.tarot.com/astrology/daily-horoscope/aries-horoscope/

Hmm, too bad I dont know where are the shadows in my life for me to step in. Otherwise this whole passage is true. I feel like as though my life is so dramatic before, during & after my birthday. Awesome.

http://www.tarot.com/astrology/monthly/index.php?feature=dh-ln-free-monthly-sign&sign=1&type=general&

NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS SO IMPULSIVE ON APRIL 2ND!!!!!!!

LOLS. See this.

Apr 2: Common Sense Rules

Your reactions may not be as quick as usual when mental Mercury enters solid Taurus, but your perceptions are more reliable. Instead of shooting from the hip, be considerate in what you say. Don't worry about being less exciting; others will be relieved to see you slowing down.

Yup, so true! Thanks to my common sense, I didnt do anything wrong!!!!

Passion is popping this weekend and can drive you to take major risks in pursuit of pleasure. Yet if you feel pressured or try to provoke someone else to play, expect resistance to put out the fire. Seek out those who are as willing to have fun as you are so that free choice, rather than manipulation, is the ticket to making romantic magic happen now.

LOLS. Hmm, no wonder. Thats my love horoscope for this week. xD Thank you resistances!!!

Rams live life head first; after all, those horns on your head are not just for fighting. Your headstrong nature can make you a "battering ram" and woe is the person who stands in your way.

You Rams are noted for your courage and leadership qualities, primarily because you are nearly always ready for action. The need for excitement pushes you into new territory -- and as long as you are ahead of others while demonstrating confidence, chances are that they will follow you. As self-ordained leader of the pack, you fight for what you believe to be important. But it's not that you are fearless. Your courage is more of a commitment to face your fears and overcome them.

Your motto is "Ready, fire, aim!" It may be backwards for others, but you'd rather figure out what to do while you are doing it. Impulsive actions, however, can bring you your share of trouble. While others are gathering information to make informed decisions, you are already on your way. As such, you could suffer from false starts. In fact, you Aries are so good at starting things that you can be off onto your next project before completing the previous one. As you Rams mature, you learn to slow down your reaction time in order to think about the consequences of your actions.

Element: Fire

Fire signs are naturally warm. A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one. Fire doesn't plan it next move; it isn't logical. It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts. The fire of Aries is spontaneous and hot. It's like a pile of dry kindling that burns fast but cannot sustain itself for the long haul.

House: First

The First House symbolizes our physical body and our personality -- how we appear to the outer world. It's not necessarily who we are; it's what we bring to a situation and how others see us. It represents our childhood, the beginning of any activity or even the start of a new relationship. It's not, however, about the other person; it's about how others see us. No doubt, everything starts with the First House.

Key Planet: Mars

Mars is called the "Angry Red Planet." In Greek mythology, Mars was the God of War. But Mars isn't only about fighting; it's about going somewhere, going anywhere. If someone is in our path, then, perhaps we must fight with them in order to keep going. Mars is like the gas pedal of our bodies. It's represents how we move forward in life. In any chart, Mars offers clues as to how we express our basic energy. As the key planet of Aries, it reminds us to "just do it."

Greatest Strength:

Your courage to overcome fear

Possible Weakness:

Not finishing things you start

So true so true. Hahahaas, horoscope rocks.


PS!!!! I SAW SOMEONE COMMENTED IN YOUTUBE & I FEEL THAT ITS SO TRUE. I'M GOING TO COPY & PASTE IT HERE!!!!

There's just something about the Harry Potter series that you cant describe with words. But its there and it binds you like a spell, one that never truly fades away. HP is special like that..

TRUEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

I feel so old!!

[edited at the thanks part. xD]

Hahahaas! My 16th birthday is officially over 2 hours ago! So fast!! I keep eating today. Like, I ate spaghetti at liquid cafe for lunch, & after that ate ribs at Tony Romas' for dinner!!! The ribs are damn awesome!! I miss it so much lor.

Thanks to all who wished me Happy Birthday. :D Hahahaas, okay, I think I should list them all.

Thanks to Mum, Dad, Jolyn, Grandmothers (Big & Small), Grandaunts 1-6 (3rd is my grandmother), Granduncle, Uncle, CHARLENE TAN QIU JIN, Wan Ying, Abigail, the Artclub trainers (I dont know their name), Ms George, Angela Chia, Apryl, Lee Xin Yi, Eva, Kelvin Yap, Eline Tan, Wei Ling, Some of the artclub members (I dont know their name too) Yun Ting, Deena, Amos, Jia Xing, Belle, Ze Xuan, Ming Yong, Jacinta, JIAJIA, Kai Xin, Sharanii, Vinitha, Joan, Amanda Tan, Tay Min...... & YOU WONT BELIEVE IT, QUIRINUS QUIRREL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAAS, sorry, its a Harry Potter thing. Hahahaas! I feel so honoured. xD

Okay okay, Thanks for wishing me Happy Birthday. It has really been a.. Sweet Sixteen. Also, even though a lot of weird things happen near & on my birthday, but YEAH, it still remains a great day.

Of course its great lah, if not how you people met the superbly awesome me? HAHAHAAS. & I realised something!!!! After I get over the nervousness, my chinese rocks leh!!! All the phrases & cheem(Chim? No idea) start to come out of my mouth!! Like so amazing can. Why cant my chinese be this awesome in class?!

HAHAHAAS. Alright. I'm watching A Very Potter Musical now~~~~~ GUDNYTS!!!!!!! :D