pink backsides .

Monday, April 28, 2008|8:47 PM


(sorry amanda , if you think i'm copying you take the hairstyle one ,
i'm not . this photo is taken days back . sorry .)

no feelings today .
thinking about something , its troubling me .
sorry darhdarh , i will tell you about it tomorrow .
if i seem happy today ,
it aint real .
so what if i laughed ,
it isnt for a long period of time ,
so it aint considered laugh ,
its called chuckle or giggle or whatsoever .
yups .

i dont really see the difference , you know ?
maybe its all my fault bahs .
maybe i'm not sensitive enough ?
yups , sorry that i caused you so much stress .
maybe i'm too young & immature ,
to understand such things .
well , i dont know .
i dont have the ability to read people's minds ,
so i cant really read into yours .
if i could , would that be great .
dontknow , its all my fault bahs .
yups .
yesterday , i understand what you saying ,
but then , also dont really understand .
yups , maybe is i have too many faults le bahs .
hahahas .
sorry for causing you stress ,
being my friend & there for me & everything .
i promise , i wont say anything anymore .
(:
we'll just say about you , you & purely you okay ?
that way , the stress wont be so heavy .
besides , i already dont intend to tell anyone anything ,
cause alot of things are not meant to be said , isnt it ?
hohos .
(:

darhdarh , i not saying you .
the person is not from deyi , canberra , yishun town , etc .
(:
just let me emo for once ,
please .
^^
i'm the cause of it bahs . xD

talk is cheap , just like you .

Sunday, April 27, 2008|8:15 PM


23rd April 2oo8 :D

forgot everything that happened during school ,
but nehmind ~
i know that we stayed back after school today ,
wanting to "study" .
in the end ,
we talked & talked , from 2pm+ ,
all the way until we went home .
hahahas .
xD
yups , photos for that day .
(:
darhdarh (:

JIAJIA (:

abigail (:

laylin (:

wanying (:

abigail wanted to do this on that day .

xD


24th April 2oo8 :D

saw my best friend early in the morning ,
guess what it is ?
(:
it peeped at me while i was bathing .
=.=

guessed already ?
its ..

MR XIAOQIANG HIMSELF !
oh , i should feel honoured isnt it ?
hahahas .
xD


25th April 2oo8 :D

we had to draw out something for art lesson ,
then i used my eraser to rub it , like shade uhs ,
in the end ,
my eraser become like that .

so , i went to use darhdarh's one ,
& it ended up in the same state .
guess what she told me to do ?

use the penknife to cut it off !
LOLS .
yups , so this is what happened to her eraser .
xD
& my spects broke .
=.=

met rina to collect something ,
on the way , ate this sweet .

seriously brings back alot of childhood memories .
i used to eat this ,
& stuff the whole packet into my mouth .
yeahs , i think i loved it too much .
xD


26th April 2oo8 :D

woke up early !
like , 11am .
:D
isnt it early ?
hahahas .
mum bought macs breakfast !
& i can finally have my hashbrown which i've been craving for ,
FOR WEEKS .
hahahas .
xD
& had hotcakes too .
^^

whats the best thing to go with hotcake ?

its a syrup bahs ,
i dont know the name !
hahahas .
xD
anyways ,
the basketball court downstairs right ,
IS HAVING A JESTER CARNIVAL ,
by the CC .
:D

yups , there's the jester there .
i was freaked out by it .
i never did like clowns .
o.o
at the tuition ,
the cheena people were said to be noisy !
YAYS ~
:D
then , at night ,
met rina to collect our BRAs .
hahahas .
quite late uhs , about 1opm then the seller come .
she came with her mother .
passed them the money & collected the items .
on the way back to my house ,
talked about stuffs .
talked for about 3o mins uhs .
hahahas .
then when i went upstairs , called her & talked .
when we were downstairs ,
we also took many pictures .
:D

yes , i know i aint photogenic .
hahahas .
& we were crazy at that time .
we didnt know we took so many until i told her to send them to me .
xD


27th April 2oo8 , TODAY :D

went to cut my hair .
i cut HALF A INCH ,
& make it thinner .
the amount of hair on the floor was like ,
SO MUCH .
T.T
anyways ,
i have ugly hair now .
but at least they didnt touch my fringe .
yups .
me & my sister ,
i wanted to cut the back but not the front ,
she wanted to cut the front but not the back .
LOLS .
alright .
i want to say something .

where's our freedom of speech ?
is it in the dustbin ?
is it incinerated with the rest of the rubbish ?
if not , where is it ?
why cant we say about what we want ?
why cant we vent our anger here ?
so what if its a public blog & everyone can read ?
why cant we just say what we want ?
even if the person we are saying gets offended ,
but he/she must surely know that that's the truth ?
yups , the cold hard truth .
is it that hard to accept reality ?
because of one blog post ,
people can get suspended ?
why cant we even vent our anger on our own blog ?
its not like our blog belongs to you people .
why should we think twice before writing anything ?
its our diary , isnt it ?
we should have the right to write about who we dislike or what .
yups ,
where have our so called "freedom of speech" go to ?
down the drain , i suppose ,
together with the rest of the things we're supposed to have ,
but aint allowed to do .

anyways ,
anyone hungry ?
:D
have a bowl of piping hot instant noodles !
but inside have no ingredients .
xD

no manners .

I've been thinking

Wednesday, April 23, 2008|8:07 PM

what if one day ,
- one of my family members died ?
- one of my close friends died ?
- i died ?

i mean like , yeahs , i know everyone will die .
its just that , i dont want it to be so soon .
if someone close to me or my family members died ,
i will become very withdrawn & quiet ,
& not talk for a period of time .
& i can just go up to anyone , hug that person & cry .
yups .
if i die , will anyone care ?
hahas , when i sick already no one care lors .
hmms .
maybe not bahs .
maybe people will go my funeral & laugh at me .
yups .
i dont know .
alot of people dislike me isnt it ?
LOLS .
well , i dont know .
& i dont want to think about it .

its just one of those days ,
when i just sit down & think .
think about positives & negatives .
& after that , continue dreaming of nothing .

hmms .
|7:43 PM
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD !
my usb cable cannot work !
*runs around frantically*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS !

i took some photos today ,
HOW TO POST ?!
rawrs .
stupid usb .
okay okay .
nehmind then ~
i shall post tomorrow !
besides , i'm lazy today .
i want to spend the rest of the day with my new love ,
the television !
:D

i'm disgusted .

Monday, April 21, 2008|4:34 PM

i'm a strong girl .
(:

Sunday, April 20, 2008|9:39 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG :D
2 years old already lehs !
you stick by me through thick & thin ,
for two years .
when i'm unhappy ,
i'll just post , adding on to your “burden” .
when i'm happy , i'll just post also .
when i'm happy or unhappy ,
you're always there for me !
even when the whole world left me alone ,
you are there .
ILY BLOG :D
as a present , i changed your skin & uploaded photos .
:D

went out with APRYL today !
very very fun ~
xD
many many years never see her already .
^^
photos credited to her !
she's the cameraman for the day .
:D
hahahas .
met her at my house downstairs at around 11am ?
yeahs , woke up early ~
then walked to the mrt under the hot sun .
after that , i realised i forgot to bring my ezlink !
so we walked back to my house to get it .
by the time we walked back to the mrt ,
i was PERSPIRING like hell .
xD
hahahas .
pigs sweat , right apryl ?
then we took mrt to bugis .
apryl realised she lost her ezlink card .
we suspect is people steal de lors .
she never drop it whats .
people nowadays .
=.=
ate mos burger for lunch ,
its been a long long long time since i'm there !
hahahas .
xD
then we went to bugis street to walk !
bought my checkered shirt ,
which looks like this !
:D

i know the shorts dont match ,
but , i'm lazy to change shorts just to take a photo of the shirt .
xD
its damned nice right ?
same as chengxi's one , just different colour .
:D
& i bought my watch !
its just $5 but its damned nice .
then , we went to bugis junction .
wanted to buy a new bag ,
went to zinc , but nothing suits my taste !
after that , went to bugis street's zinc ,
there got older zinc bags .
then saw one that i loved !
its the same one as apryl's , just different colour .

the person there damned good lahs ,
from $34 he drop for me until $25 .
then i bought it !
i love it i love it .
:D
hahahas .
then we went to somerset , cineleisure .
apryl bought her clothes ,
& we took neoprints !
:D
at the place we took ,
we needed to use japanese coins !

& right ,
they said this ,

but i was wearing green shorts !

hahahas ,
but the pictures turned out fine !







































& that machine can use infrared !
my phone have ,
& apryl chose the two nicest photos ,
& now its in my phone !
it can change by itself lors .
so unique ~
hahahas .
the computer dont accept ,
then i cant put in .
><
sorry people ~
then we went to takashimaya .
its very crowded there .
ate octopus balls !
& went to macs .
i tell you , the fries at macs is very salty .
i ate the fries , & the salt went onto my ulcer .
its very very painful ~
hahahas .
then after that ,
we went to walk around ,
& i bought a pencil & notebook .
she never buy much things lehs !
alot of things is like , i buy lors .
xD
LOLS .
hahahas , about 6pm-7pm ,
we took the train to marina bay & then back to sembawang .
ohyeahs !
kept seeing apryl's two friends today .
xD
the photos we took in the mrt ~

hahahas .
we went to buy bubble tea from the auntie ,
who never shave her armpit hair de .
BUT THEN RIGHT ,
while we're walking there ,
we saw another auntie , her armpit also never shave !
then the hair there is like , so long lahs .
then i asked apryl ,
is it they scared when winter their armpit cold thats why never shave .
xD
i seem to have something against people who never shave .
dontknow lehs ,
i just see already dont like lors !
tsk .
><
hahahas .
i also took pictures of my birthday presents !
:D
can spot yours ?

darhdarh's .

amanda's .

JIAJIA's .

My Mum's .

My sis & Laylin's .
(they gave the same toy , therefore i just show one)

Clarence's .

My dad's .

Abigail's .

Charlene's .

Wanying's .

Grandaunts' .
(they gave money , therefore only have a card)

thanks to :
darhdarh , amanda , 2o8 , wanying , abigail ,
JIAJIA , charlene , clarence , my family & relatives & laylin ,
for the presents .
:D
hahahas .
alright .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG !
xD
from "loveonlyhim.bs" ,
to "thebeautiful-tragedy.bs" (i forgot , something like that) ,
to "heysupermama" .
i will continue changing your name .
xD

& to end this post ,
I LOVE APRYL !
:D

:D