Wednesday, May 31, 2006|4:02 PM

i tried t0 f0rget euu
i reali tried
i tried my best
why cant i jutz d0 it ?
cuz i n0e
there's still a place f0r euu in my heart
although its br0ken
i jutz wan euu t0 n0e
i'll be here f0r euu if euu need me
euu dunn have t0 be there f0r me
i'm willing t0 help euu in anii wae i can
w/0 anii thing in return
i'm willing t0 wait 4 euu f0r my entire life
i'm willing t0 stand in the rain and wait f0r euu
jutz t0 tell euu i l0ve euu
i'm willing t0 d0 anii thing f0r euu
as l0ng as euu are hapi
i dunn request f0r anii thing
jutz dat i wan euu t0 be hapi
euu dunn have t0 be wid me
but as l0ng as euu are hapi
i'm c0ntented
as l0ng as my br0ken heart c0ntinues t0 beat
i'll be here f0r euu
n0 matter what ..

Sunday, May 14, 2006|5:34 PM

i n0e i liked euu b4
but dat was the past
but h0w c0me i cant seem t0 f0rget it
each time i l00k ad euu
i ll remember , the past
the past which i've been trying s0 hard t0 f0rget
i cant seem t0 st0p the tears fr0m c0ming t00 ..
but i had t0
i was in a sch00l
if i didn't , y0u w0uld laugh
s0 each dae
i br0ught dis big fake smile
and a sense 0f hum0ur
and placed it 0n me ..
i entertained my friends by making tem laugh
but n0 0ne's there t0 make me laugh
i try t0 c0mf0rt pe0ple wen they cry
but wh0s there t0 c0mf0rt me wen i cry
i'm a human t00
i 0s0 have feelings
and crying is the 0nli way i let 0ut pain
every dae i tried t0 bring a smile t0 euu guys
but n0 0ne is there t0 bring a smile t0 me
my days are lyk .. n0thing ..
every night b4 i g0 t0 bed
i'll take 0ut dat big fake smile and
sense 0f hum0ur
and place it beside me
s0 i'll remember t0 bring it the next dae
s0 dat euu guys wun b sad
i t0ld euu i hated seeing pe0ple cry
but dat d0sen't mean i myself dunn cry
its 0nli dat i hide it fr0m ur eyes
every night i cry
d0 euu n0e dat ?
i bet euu d0nt ..
euu guys ll nvr n0e the pain i'm g0ing thru ..
unless euu're me ..
i guess ur n0t ..
euu guys always sae i'm petty
i can admit dat
but i became petty is 0nli t0 get ur attenti0n
i 0nli wanted ur attenti0n ..
dats all i ask 4 ..
cuz , ad h0me , i'm being left al0ne
n0 where t0 g0 , n0 where t0 hide
i cant even express my feelings wen i'm ad h0me
everydae i tried n0t t0 sh0w my feelings
s0 i did dis things ..
my heart hurts ..
it reali d0es ..
i jutz wan t0 f0rget the past and start anew ..
but i jutz cant ..
i wan t0 jutz cry and f0rget everything but i jutz cant
i'm reali s0rry ..
s0 s0rry ..