I'm back again =.=
Saturday, April 25, 2009|10:39 PM
Ah , just skip this post k ? I'm going to RANT .
I dont know what happened to me these past few WEEKS !!!!!!!!!!!! First , I had some stupid gastric problem which made me have gastric pains AFTER I ate , which is unusual , cause gastric usually acts when you didnt eat .
Then I had a stupid back sprain , (Which is very nice although pain) , & then I paste the plaster & it took a few days to recover , BUT ITS STILL VERY SORE NOW . Now , even my shoulder hurts badly cause of my bag which is TOO HEAVY .
Then , the doctor said that my gastric is due to some kind of stress , but I cant feel the stress when she told me I had stress . So she said it may be sub-consciously . & NOW I CAN FEEL THE STRESS , cause of the stupid WEATHER , the pile of HOMEWORKS , & all the stupid things in life that I have to do .
& I'm very MANZHANG . Okay , I dont know the english name for it . BUT ITS LIKE VERY FRUSTRATED WITH EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & THE WORST THING IS , I DONT KNOW WHY ! You can sense my stress from the previous post , even my english turned horrible !
& I'm also very easily FREAK OUT & SHOCKED these days . Like when Abigail suddenly shouted , I can jump out of my skin too . =.= ARGH . What has happened to me !!!!!!!!
I feel like as though I'm going mad mad mad mad mad mad mad . I give you all the woodbridge number okay ? IF one day I go mad , please call that number .. But I'm scared to go there ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS WHAT SHOULD I DO . I tried keeping myself busy , but the stupid conscience loves to prick me again & again , & I CANT ENJOY WHATEVER I'M DOING . & PLEASE DO NOT ANYHOW THINK . I'M FRUSTRATED SO DONT ANGER ME .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHS .
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HOW I WISH TIME WILL GO BY SLOWER . The day passes so fast that in a blink of an eye , WEEKS START TO PASS THEN MONTHS . I dont even know what I did in the last few MONTHS ! Study study study , I'm such a nerd !!!!!!!!! ):
K fine . Whatever lah . I go finish the uncompleted work , especially the PHYSICS WHICH I CANNOT UNDERSTAND ! Its not common sense for goodness sake . Its so complicated . Who will go & sit on a seesaw with two pivots ?! You cant even move up & down . Then if its a bench instead , why the bench only have 2 legs !
I told you I'm going mad .
:D
I dont know what happened to me these past few WEEKS !!!!!!!!!!!! First , I had some stupid gastric problem which made me have gastric pains AFTER I ate , which is unusual , cause gastric usually acts when you didnt eat .
Then I had a stupid back sprain , (Which is very nice although pain) , & then I paste the plaster & it took a few days to recover , BUT ITS STILL VERY SORE NOW . Now , even my shoulder hurts badly cause of my bag which is TOO HEAVY .
Then , the doctor said that my gastric is due to some kind of stress , but I cant feel the stress when she told me I had stress . So she said it may be sub-consciously . & NOW I CAN FEEL THE STRESS , cause of the stupid WEATHER , the pile of HOMEWORKS , & all the stupid things in life that I have to do .
& I'm very MANZHANG . Okay , I dont know the english name for it . BUT ITS LIKE VERY FRUSTRATED WITH EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & THE WORST THING IS , I DONT KNOW WHY ! You can sense my stress from the previous post , even my english turned horrible !
& I'm also very easily FREAK OUT & SHOCKED these days . Like when Abigail suddenly shouted , I can jump out of my skin too . =.= ARGH . What has happened to me !!!!!!!!
I feel like as though I'm going mad mad mad mad mad mad mad . I give you all the woodbridge number okay ? IF one day I go mad , please call that number .. But I'm scared to go there ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS WHAT SHOULD I DO . I tried keeping myself busy , but the stupid conscience loves to prick me again & again , & I CANT ENJOY WHATEVER I'M DOING . & PLEASE DO NOT ANYHOW THINK . I'M FRUSTRATED SO DONT ANGER ME .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHS .
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pvwejvoprhweiopvhjwopergiehfpowehgvopewhgopwejgopwerhopgwjero
pvhweriopvheopqwgnvwopegnvgopwerghiopwejf[weohjgolwjrgvbrgklrwebvgwer
vbwrkjvgirbgiofhweiofnklwdbviopwervhierhgfiobrhwioervgirwfhiwgiorhiwghwer
HOW I WISH TIME WILL GO BY SLOWER . The day passes so fast that in a blink of an eye , WEEKS START TO PASS THEN MONTHS . I dont even know what I did in the last few MONTHS ! Study study study , I'm such a nerd !!!!!!!!! ):
K fine . Whatever lah . I go finish the uncompleted work , especially the PHYSICS WHICH I CANNOT UNDERSTAND ! Its not common sense for goodness sake . Its so complicated . Who will go & sit on a seesaw with two pivots ?! You cant even move up & down . Then if its a bench instead , why the bench only have 2 legs !
I told you I'm going mad .