Just want to complain .

i hate my family ,
seriously .

this is what happened just now ,

*phone rings*
felicia : blah blah blah .
*caller wants to speak to sister .*
felicia : MEI ~ ANSWER PHONE !
*no response , only mum said , "okay !"
felicia : MEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sister : DFBGFHREBHTGHSDFSEGERHEEGERFWE
(all the scolding me de uhs , say what , i cannot wait uhs , etc .)
dad heard it , scolded sis .
sis cried ,
apologised in a tone which only ants can hear ,
& after that , watched tv .
i went out , watched tv ,
& dad said that the whole thing started by me .
blamed me & etc .
he also tried to talk da dao li lors .
so , sis win ,
CAUSE SHE CRIED .

seriously uhs , i hate this family .
cause she cried , so she wins ?
i mean like , if the 1st time she answered me ,
i also wont shout her name right ?
dad said that i didnt respect her .
i ask you uhs ,
you read the whole thing & see for yourself .
what way did i not respect her ?
i did not say ,
"MEIIIIII , YOU FCUKING BITCH ANSWER THE FCUKING PHONE !"
i didnt say that ,
i was respecting her by not saying that .
if she kindly responded to me ,
i wouldnt have shouted her name .
& i respected her , so i didnt shout her name together with vulgarities .
is she didnt respect me ,
cause she shouted back & scolded me .
i didnt scold her while shouting her name .
when i shouted her name ,
it even has a tune .
then she scolded me .
yups , thanks uhs .
& now mr very kind sir ,
said that its all my fault .
so yups , she didnt respond to me ,
so its all my fault .
well , i cant help it if she doesnt have a mouth to reply you know ?
& cause she shed some CROCODILE TEARS ,
then everyone's heart goes out to her ,
& pity her .

"oh , she's so sweet , it pains my heart to see her cry ."

PAINS MY MOTHERFCUKING ASS .
i rather your hearts go out to the szechuan people ,
rather then her !
she just cry abit ,
then you all , "oh , its that big sister's fault ! she's an asshole ."
so now become all my fault ?
cause she cried .
=.=
& now dad's happy cause he's like ,
"oh , i've been fair & done the right thing !"
RIGHT THING MY FOOT .
see my foot ?
yes , its there , with 5 toes .
the toenails are black , can see ?

right thing ?
its so damned wrong lahs , for goodness sake .
1. you shouldnt have scolded her ,
cause i'm so used to it already .
if you really wanted to scold her ,
you should have done so MONTHS AGO .
now , when everyone's so used to it ,
then you scold her .
=.=
2. you shouldnt have scolded me ,
cause i didnt do anything .
any normal person (unlike you) ,
will shout louder if he/she/it hears no response .
its normal , & you scolded me for it ,
saying that i never respect her .
so , if you shout at me ,
i also can say that you never respect me ?
makes sense ?
of course , whatever i say makes sense .

i hate my dad , mum & sis .
they all side my sis one uhs .
as i said before ,
is not 4 of us ,
is 3+1 of us .
obviously , the 3 is them & 1 is me .
its not that i want people to pity me then i write here .
i'm just so angry over this lahs .
they blame me for nothing ?
crap .
yups , i'm not going to talk .
i'm not talking !
well , maybe only to mum cause she calls me everyday .

oh , & did i say ?
the whole family treats me as a sparetyre .
*claps*
i never even treat anyone as one ?
whats wrong with this world .

oh , & one more thing before i go ,
to the person who told me that i'm ugly in my tagboard ,
i'm going to tell you one sentence .


I'M UGLY & I'M PROUD OF IT .


well , go on ,
go back home & cry to your mummy .
say the big jie jie here bully you .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS .

crap .

Why i dislike China people .

everytime someone says something about china ,
i will feel damned angry .
cause i dislike the people there .
why ?
cause of black sheeps like this .
without this kind of people in china ,
i will love china as much as i love singapore .
direct translation below .
no need to see the video , just hear what she says .
she's from china ,
& she says that to sichuan , which is in china also .
she's a spoilt brat uhs .



"Hi victims of Si Chuan Earthquake,
I'm a normal girl from Liao Ning.
Regarding you victims of the earthquake,
how should I put it...
It's neither sympathy nor happiness...
Honestly, kind of like gloating over your misfortune.
Yes, it's this kind of feeling.
Actually regarding your situation,
I've seen it on tv already,
but I didn't deliberately watch it.
Once I switch on the tv it's all about the earthquake,
all about people being crushed and rotting corpse.
I don't want to watch it but I can't help it
coz the moment I switch on the tv it's all about these things.

Some websites are now down and some are in black and white.
Do you think all of us are colour-blind, like you?
Are all the cells of your eyes crushed?
I say all of you who are trapped, just lie there...
what are you screaming for?
Well... for this, I don't blame you...
I can only say... in china, you sichuan's location isn't that good.
I think you really asked for it.
I feel that the earthquake wasn't strong enough.
It should be stronger so that your land should just flip over.
Now people are mourning and donating for you.
There are so many people who may want to get married
but now they have to mourn for you,
so now should they get married or not?
The days are so beautiful but now we all have to mourn for you.
How many of you have died?
Just a few of you...
There are so many people in China.
Are all of you good looking or which flesh on you is desirable,
that we have to donate money and food to all of you?
Everywhere I go everyone is talking about si chuan earthquake.
I say... you... an old woman trapped there for 100 over hours...
why are you not dead yet?
I think you must be a vegetable seller in the market, used to eating raw vegetables,
that's why even the earth on the ground must have been eaten up by you.
Now you don't act like you're high class anymore... say..
"oh... when we see the guys in uniform we see hope".
When you see ground didn't you see hope?
You can even eat grass.
What are you people thinking....
last time when you see the guys in uniform you will say they are rubbish-pickers,
say they have dirty/untidy attire.
All of you are trouble and the kids you bear are all trouble.
What are you all thinking?
You want everyone to donate to you.

Let me analyse why this earthquake came about.
Humans shouldn't go overboard with their actions.
Previously you, si chuan people, were boycotting French products.
The olympic torch didn't pass by si chuan but passed by France,
so you boycotted French products.
Give you an earthquake, so see if you can relay any torch.
Try harder!
The harder you try the stronger the earthquake gets."

luckily she's arrested .
i hate such people .
sichuan already so kelian ,
& she still dare to say that .
even if i disliked china ,
i still donated to help those victims !
she ? just sit there & complain .
well , i like sichuan people lehs ,
i feel that they are very determined to live on .
yups ! they are a good example to everyone ,
their spirit is good , we should also be like them ,
NOT LIKE THAT GIRL .
i'm angry .
=.=

stupid .

HEYS MORONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

JIAJIA , laylin & jacinta is back from cheena !~
hahahas .
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE !!!!!!!!!!
:D


alright .
now is 1.3oam .
i want to say some things .


1. thanks true love !!!!!
ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU !!!!!!!!!


2. you stupid fella ,
say the things then stick to it lahs .
whatthehell .
dont make me so happy one moment ,
then after that change this change that can ?
stupid lors ,
still want act mature ?
disgusting .
princess uhs ?
everything must to your convinience lehs !
lazy pig .
everytime is to my disadvantage de lahs ?
THANK YOU LORS .
want me to bow down & ke tou anot ?
siao ding dong .
go & die lahs .
always think of yourself ,
never ever think for others .
then right , WOW , YOUR BREATH STINKS .
always critisize this & that ,
then also anyhow say people .
at least when i say people , & i'm in the wrong ,
i will apologise .
you lehs ?
you dont even care de lahs .
everything must shui you one lors .
yes princess , to your convinience ,
then i have to leave house earlier , etc .
in the end ?
1. wont come .
2. come very late .
=.=
*maybe you all wondering who is it ,
but , ask me if you really want to confirm .
dont ASSUME .


3. remember the things we promised ?
well , obviously you wont remember .
promised this & that ,
but in the end , you do it with someone else .
well , maybe its not fated .
:D


4. well , yeahs , i'm ugly uhs .
but i didnt choose to born with this face right ?
well , go continuing saying that i'm ugly then !
i will be hurt , but who cares ?
one day , you 64 people will face the same fate .
just wait & see yups ?
lets see who gets the last laugh ,
YOU UGLY BASTURDS .
:D


no more no more ~
i just want to take note of it lors .
about how some people can be real basturds at times .
& yes ,
when i say basturds ,
i mean boys & girls as well .
so yups .


BYEBYES THEN .
GUDNYTS .
:D


PS. i still havent updated my calendar !!!!!!!!!!!!
i will update it , soon .
xD

he hi ho hum .

Many many things to say ~

ITS THE HOLIDAYS PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!


alright ,
i know i know i know ,
i havent been blogging or replying tags ~
but i'm lazy .
alright ,
i show you people one coversation between me & a basturd .
:D
pink is me , & blue is that basturd !
:D


㋡ felicia says:
to me , you are just a basturd without balls .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and ur a bitch WITH balls

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
so ur wierder

㋡ felicia says:
THANK YOU !!!! (:

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
welcome

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
(:

㋡ felicia says:
no probs ~ at least i have nice balls ,

㋡ felicia says:
unlike you , who have none .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
yea

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u have THREE nice balls

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
that hang out of ur pants

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
cool huh

㋡ felicia says:
no lahs , FOUR .

㋡ felicia says:
two is breasts , another two is balls .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
sorry

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dont kid yourself

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u got no breasts

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u have 4 testicles

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and ur chest is flat

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas ! sure then .

㋡ felicia says:
four or two testis , is so much better then NONE .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
having none is cool

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
more freedom

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and i dont hafta worry bout getting anyone pregnant when i wanna have fun

㋡ felicia says:
LOLS !

㋡ felicia says:
YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A DICK MANZXZ !

㋡ felicia says:
how to have sex . =.=

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
haha

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
you would know?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u see before?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
stalker?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
pervert?

㋡ felicia says:
you showed me before !!! you mean you forgot ? ohyeahs , people who have no DICK OR BALLS tend to have bad memory ,.

㋡ felicia says:
its okay ~

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
nono

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
girls with no breasts just tend to hallucinate a lot

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
im understanding

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i forgive u

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u need a doctor?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i can help u find

㋡ felicia says:
nahs , should be i forgive you bahs ^^ cause your ex told me that she cut them away for you .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
oh really

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u know my ex?

㋡ felicia says:
you dont even need a doctor , you should be put to sleep ^^ like an animal

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
tell me

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
whats her name

㋡ felicia says:
well , you are worse than any animal , so yups .

㋡ felicia says:
BEAST ~

㋡ felicia says:
hohos .

㋡ felicia says:
you're a beast .

㋡ felicia says:
congrats !

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
im a beast

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
ur a breast

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
so ur a breast with 4 testicles

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
coool

㋡ felicia says:
THANK YOU !!!! (:

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u float around dripping milk and semen.........

㋡ felicia says:
thats like , the coolest thing ever ! better then some beast without balls & penis .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and btw

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
miss good memory

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
in case u forgot

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u havent answered my question

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u noe my ex

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
wats her name?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
cant think of anything?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
type backspace

㋡ felicia says:
hmms ? why should i reveal her identity ? so you can rape her ? OH SHIT , I FORGOT . YOU HAVE NO PENIS OR TESTIS TO RAPE HER . hohos , then what you gonna use ? DILDO ? sheesh , thats so yesterday manzxz . well , i wont reveal her identity to let you scold her .

㋡ felicia says:
i promised .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
type backspace


㋡ felicia says:
hahahahahas ~


rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
reveal her identity huh

㋡ felicia says:
the penis-less & ball-less beast is typing crap again .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
do u understand english?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
if she's my ex

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i KNOW her identity

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dumbass

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
lol

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
go back no nursery sch

㋡ felicia says:
hmms ? yups . i know that you know uhs .

㋡ felicia says:
but you dont know WHICH EX .

㋡ felicia says:
i cant possibly say that , or not you'd rape her with your DILDO !!!!

㋡ felicia says:
hohos .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
haha

㋡ felicia says:
she's scared manzxz ~

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
did i say i have more than ONE?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dumb shit

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
stop making yourself look stupid

㋡ felicia says:
well , if you didnt reply , you wont sound so stupid either .

㋡ felicia says:
for a old guy , you're quite dumb isnt it ?

㋡ felicia says:
tsk , go read some newspapers or something .

㋡ felicia says:
dont disrupt the lives of teenagers .

㋡ felicia says:
they dont need beasts without penis or balls .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
incoherent answers now eh

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
point is

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i proved ur lying

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and u cant get out of it

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas !

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
so stop tryin to change the topic

㋡ felicia says:
what proof lehs ?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i got one ex

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
so i know her identity

㋡ felicia says:
yups , so ?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u cant name her

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
can you

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and u claim u know her

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
hmm.............

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
so GENIUS

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
anything to say

㋡ felicia says:
WAHHHH , I'M SO SCARED MANZXZX . I'VE BEGUN WETTING MY PANTS !!! OH SHIT , HOW ?

㋡ felicia says:
genius ? more like idiot .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u need diapers?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
yes i know ur an idiot

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u dont hafta admit it

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
idiot, liar, bed wetter

㋡ felicia says:
oh , no need ~ i can just wipe my wet underwear onto your mopeng face .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
all describe you

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and btw

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i dont have a single pimple

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dumb shit

㋡ felicia says:
its okay ^^ i dont mind all the names . all is so much better then a beast who doesnt have a penis or balls .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
unlike you

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas ~ at least this proves that i'm going through puberty .

㋡ felicia says:
YOU ?!

㋡ felicia says:
ohyeahs ,

㋡ felicia says:
have no reproductive organs then wont go thru liaos

㋡ felicia says:
so sad for you ~

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
haha

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
reproductive organs make people go through puberty?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
go back to sch

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
and study again

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dumbass

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas ! alright then , beast-that-havent-go-thru-puberty

㋡ felicia says:
well , happy reading your newspaper & happy having the sad life of that without a penis & balls .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
nothing to say?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
admit ur a loser?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
wanna end the convo?

㋡ felicia says:
LOLS !

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
ok then

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
bye diaper girl

㋡ felicia says:
didnt i just reply ?

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas ~

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
by askin me to read a newspaper?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
wat kinda answer is that

㋡ felicia says:
aiyoyos , TOO BLIND TO SEE ?

㋡ felicia says:
tsk ,

㋡ felicia says:
get those old people's spects lahs .

㋡ felicia says:
tsk .

㋡ felicia says:
want come habbo act pro act smart , in the end lehs ? everyone still knows that you're a piece of shit .

㋡ felicia says:
sorry ,

㋡ felicia says:
even a piece of shit is better then you .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
haha

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
correcting urself now?

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
yea

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
u need more of that

㋡ felicia says:
hmms ? i got correct myself mehs ?

㋡ felicia says:
LOLS ! you blind or what sial .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
yea u did

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
thats called correcting yourself

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
miss smart person

㋡ felicia says:
thanks ! i know that i'm smart , you dont have to keep on telling me , I'LL BE SHY MANZXZ ~

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
i see u understand sarcasm very well too

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
well done

㋡ felicia says:
hahahas ! its not like , YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON WHO DOES THAT . well , everyone does ^^

㋡ felicia says:
you mean you're too smart , until you didnt know that ?

㋡ felicia says:
tsk .

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
ur answers dont make sense

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
read them again

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
lol

rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com says:
dumbshit

㋡ felicia says:
well , only you dont understand bahs . brain too small yups .


PS. dildo is a sex toy .
anyways ,
i think the only thing he knows how to say , is dumbshit or dumbass .
those years of education , did nothing to help .
a mentally unstable boy ,
in need of help .
as he's unstable , he mistaken habbo for the clinic .
well , as dumb as he is ,
he didnt know there isnt an online clinic .
well , he wanted some help ,
but in the end , he met a bitch (me) ,
& we fought .
his IQ & EQ is so much lower then ours ,
therefore he's spouting nonsense .
please dont take it to heart ,
& donate to the :
RETARTED BOYS WITHOUT PENIS & BALL organisation .
.................................................................................
HAHAHAHAHAS !
fcuks sial .
xD
who am i kidding .
who the hell comes out with an email ,
thats called ,
rinoaheartilly_123@hotmail.com ?
yups , add him & scold !!!!!!
:D
how to say the email ?
RI NO A HEART ILLY ?
heartily isnt it ?
since when it came with double L ?
RINO A HEARTILLY ?
hahahahs ~
there's no such word .
maybe thats his name !
oh , sad .
his parents didnt know what name to give ,
then anyhow give .
tsk .
hahahahas .
abigail said that he's crappy ~
lalalas .
:D


ohyeahs ,
& after that , he didnt reply already .
i know i know ,
he's slow , lets all pity him .
*one minute of silence*


alright , chatted with KANGCHENGXI a few days back .
then , he seemed like a friendly person ,
but after awhile ,
& seeing how he replied to my email ,
i will say a big big NO ,
he's not friendly .
well , maybe he is ,
but from the way he talks , he dont seem like one .
yups .


the worst ,
MY RESULTS .


hold on , i think my mum is angry with me .
i didnt want to clear the things lahs !
whatthehell , i'm perspiring like hell lors .
even sitting with the fan NOT TURNING ,
& is at the maximum .
aiyas , i dont think she'd understand .
oh well .


continuing ,


English - 76 / ?
hahahas !
cause i dont know its upon what .
erm , combined is 75.5 .
means i got A1 , but JUST got it only .


Chinese - 6o / ?
combined is 62.3 ,
B4 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):
yups , this one i also dont know ,
cause right , got listening all this lehs ?
o.o


Maths - 28/1oo
combined is 4o.4 ,
which is E8 .
*faints*
YES , ITS PATHETIC .
T.T
but , i didnt score as low as 6/1oo lors ~
& right ,
only 6 people in the whole sec 2 level passed maths .
& there's only three from our class .
so , what can you expect from a typical girl ?
hahahas ~


Science - 77/1oo
combined is 8o.3
A1 ~
hohohos !!!!
okay .


Geography (JIAT KOPI !!) -6o.5/1oo ?
LOLS .
i dont know if its 1oo or what .
combined is 67 ,
which is a B3 , better then maths bahs .
hahahas .
& without apryl's help ,
i will get lower then this !!!!
THANKS CHANTAL KOH .
:D


Literature - 65/?
combined is 68.4 ,
which is B3 !!!!!!!!!
=.=
i wrote damned alot lahs .
cheat my feelings .
darhdarh still wrote ,
NAPOLEAN THE HORSE .
*animal farm joke . (:


D&T - 62.2
combined is 64.3 ,
which is b4 .
aiyas , this one is see whether got hand up the file or not .
jiaxing didnt hand up & he got 5.5 or 5.6 ?
somewhere there .


Visual Arts - 58/1oo
combined is 6o.6 ,
which is b4 .


HEYS , MR TAN SAY MY ART NOT BAD OKAY ,
JUST THAT THIS IS CAUSE ITS PROJECT .
^^
BUAY BAI LEHS !!!!!! (this means not bad .)
*prouds*
hahahas .
nono ! cannot be proud ,
must be humble humble .
alright !!!!!!


COMMENTS :
Felicia is a conscientious & inquisitive student. She has done well onthe academic front & is a joy to teach. In addition she is very helpful & always tkes the initiative to help her weaker students.


of course !
helping people is fun ~
& its a joy too .
unless you helping those kind of people who wont appreciate .
tsk .
alright !
i'm done with this .


my L1R4 aggregate is 12 ,
& the L1R5 is 16 .
L1R4 is for JC ,
L1R5 is for poly .
:D


JIAJIA , laylin & weewee jacinta ,
havent come back from cheena !!!!!!
when they coming back sial .
hmms ~
hahahas .


my hols are NOT packed .
people , please make a date with me !!!!!!!!
i'm getting desperate to go out although i have no money .
PEOPLE , MAKE A DATE WITH ME .
i will update the calendar soon .
hahahas .


sian lahs , today .
i'm not doing anything lors .
i'm going to play maple later .
SEE , THATS HOW BORED I AM .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS ):
lets all cry .
okay .
done .
erm ,
i've got nothing to say already !!!!!!!!!!!
& right , this is a extremely long post .
so right , i'm going to watch tv now ,
its the channel 8 , 9pm show !
& please see the time i started blogging ,
& now is already 9pm .
well , i paused for a few hours .
hahahas .
xD
alright then ,
i will upload alot of pics in the next post ,
which i will do tomorrow , or sunday , or monday ,
or whenever i feel like it ,
but it'd be soon !!!!!!!!!
:D
YAYS .
BYEBYES PEOPLE :D
for now .
remember to ask me out uhs !!!!!!!!

long post . xD

62nd day .

it's been two months ,
& yet i still wish that all this is a dream ,
that one day i'll wake up ,
& see you there , still jumping around .
at home , you're always called "small one" ,
& the other one is called , "big one" .
even as we brought you to the vet ,
we called you both , "big & small" .
now , you are gone ,
then left us with calling one rabbit only , big one .
the rest of them can ,
i cant .
i cant use "it" , i use "them" .
its so hard to get over someone's death .
yes , to me , small one is a person .
every morning ,
it will stand at the gate there ,
to greet my mother , & wait for her to give the food .
when i walk past , it will smell my fingers .
when i carry it out ,
it never moved a single bit ,
& it always stayed at its place , until we allowed it to move .


why did you have to go ?
why couldnt you stay ?
i'm sorry , its my fault that you died .
i should have forced him to bring you to the vet ,
but i didnt .
i'm sorry .
i dont know ,
i just cant get over your death .
its been two months ,
but i still feel the same way i did .
two months ago , i cried like shit for the whole day .
now , at the mention of you ,
tears well up at my eyes , or in my heart .
even when people say "small" , i will remember you .


thank you for everything .
you saw me at my best , & at my worst .
when i was happiest , you & your brother is there .
when i was the saddest , you both were there .
but i preferred you so much more when i was sad ,
cause you're the calm one ,
& whenever i see you , i'll feel calm too .
but now that you're gone ,
who do i depend on ?
when i cried like shit ,
you guys were there .
when i did wrong things , you guys were there .
always there in the cage ,
even when we opened the gate ,
you both didnt want to jump out .


i guess i'm missing you too much .
as much as i wish this is all a dream ,
& when i wake up , you will still be there ,
but , i know it isnt .
i hope that you are happy up there .
i will try to get over you ,
just like the rest of them .
(:


& to end this ,
the big one has something to say to you .

















i swear to always love you , small one .
(:


PS . i'm not emo , i'm just missing it so muchhhh . ):


62nd day .

Probe your consience .

dont mistaken , i drew this a long time ago .

let me check the date , hold on .

okay ,

4TH NOVEMBER 2oo7 :D

now i shall start my post .

SERIOUSLY lahs ,
ask yourselves .


"when i need somebody , where is everybody ?"
- Felicia


isnt this quote , MEANINGFUL ?
ask yourselves .
dig out that bloody consience (if its still there) ,
& ask , have you ever been there for a friend ?
well , i have !
& its not only for one friend , is many many friends .
but how many of you ,
can actually swear to the man up there ,
that you have actually been there for a friend before ?
i can .
i'm always here ,
it just depends whether people want to find me to confine in me .
well , alot of them do .
i'm like a counsellor .
^^
whereas , the rest of you all ?
have you ?
ask yourselves .
i dont have the ability to read minds ,
so i dont know whether you all have or not .
if there's one friend , you can remember ,
that you've been there for ,
give yourself a pat on the back ,
at least you are not in this world for nothing .
for those who havent , please do something about it .
(:
well , nothing to say already ~
:D

& i'm not emo !

i just suddenly thought of it .

hahahas .

xD
good moodddddddddd~

Tsk , humans !

tsk tsk , shame shame !

3 people disappointed me today .

& yups ,

1.

hellos !!!!

the world doesnt revolve around you , okay ?

doesnt mean that you dont means others also dont .

2.

cheapo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bloody .

3.

no , i'm not angry , just disappointed .

well , you showed me that you're bias ?

you're willing to carry heavy plastic bags ,

to go to munchy donuts to buy donuts .

all i ask is for you to buy bubble tea ,

& somemore you aint carrying anything .

you so lazy to walk there ?

so i asked ,

how come can walk there to buy for her ,

somemore carry heavy plastic bags ?

but then for me , i never ask much ,

you carrying things so i dont want ,

you never carry anything so i request ,

but then you dont want to help me buy ?

its okay then .

then i lost my craving , & i dont want to drink liaos .

then you come & say that i angry ?

no lahs , this type of things i wont angry ,

i'm just very disappointed .

you can carry heavy things , like 1.5kg the things ,

& buy something for her ,

cause you scared she tuition finish will hungry ,

but then , you not carrying anything ,

& i just requesting one small favour , which is help me buy bubble tea ,

but it seems too hard for you .

well , you told me before ,

own things do yourself .

dont ask people's help .

i wont ask for your help liaos ,

& i dont need it also .

i want the things , i will buy myself .

my money , i buy what i want myself .

daily allowance , you want to give or not up to you .

your money , i wont use any of it to buy my stuffs .

dont worry ,

i'm not angry .

i'm just fcuking disappointed .

^^

no. 3 is my mother .

i also dont know lahs .

she's just bias ,

she's always bias .

when i was at student care ,

i never see her fetching me before .

she would fetch my sis ,

& i would meet her at the traffic light ,

then we'll walk home together .

everything she do is for my sis .

no comments .

(:

my family is like have many cliques uhs ?

actually is 2 only .

my mum , dad , sis - one clique .

me - one clique .

(:

funny uhs ?

people need me then find me ,

dont need me that time , ignore me .

hmms .

& to think that i still can tolerate .

hahahas .

i peifu myself .

^^

yups .

hahahas .

alright .

JIAJIA & LAYLIN IS GOING TO CHEENA TOMORROW NIGHT !!!!!!!!

they going to shanghai & nanjing .

i've asked JIAJIA to becareful of the people !!!!

later they spit & cough on her .

thats my bad bad bad experience .

thats why i hate cheena people .

^^

TAKECARES YOU TWO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

:D

another one said me ugly today .

hahahas .

i threatened to report police .

:D

basturd says:
OH ,TATS UR PIC IN DP

basturd says:
LOL!

basturd says:
SO UGLY AND BITCHY!!!!!!!

basturd says:
:@

㋡ felicia says:
thank you !!! :D

basturd says:
AND PLS TAKE IT OFF !!! SO FCKING UGLY!!!!! AND DUN ACT CUTE!!! ITS NOT CUTE AT ALL !!! LOLOLOL!
*
basturd just sent you a nudge.
*
basturd says:
:@

㋡ felicia says:
thank you !!!! :D

㋡ felicia says:
well , you aint that handsome too .

㋡ felicia says:
:D

basturd says:
NO PROBLEM BITCH !!! :D
*
basturd just sent you a nudge.
*
㋡ felicia says:
please remember that i wont hesitate to report to the police whatever you've said .

basturd says:
please remember that i wont hesitate to report to the police whatever you've said

㋡ felicia says:
(: okay . one more time you insult me , i will go to the police . copying whatever i said is equivalent to insulting me .

basturd says:
(: okay . one more time you insult me , i will go to the police . copying whatever i said is equivalent to insulting me .

㋡ felicia says:
okay .

㋡ felicia says:
please await for , either your warning or your arrest , depending on how much you said .

YAYS ~

i'm so proud of myself .

i sound like a lawyer ~

hahahas .

xD

by the way ,

his font is really pink .

xD

hahahas .

alright then people .

I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I ATE KFC FOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT !

i'm growing fat .

xD

okay , gudnyts .

:D

edited ; in the end , mum felt guilty for the actions ,

cause of what i said ,

& bought it for me .

my words have power ~

hahahas.

(:

I'm a ugly girl :D

Wei Liang says:
hi

Wei Liang says:
so ugly sia u

㋡ felicia says:
thanks ! :D

Wei Liang says:
shut up

㋡ felicia says:
sure thing . you 1st :D

nowadays ,
thats how i respond to people who say that i'm ugly .
yups , & yet again ..
hahahas .
besides , i dont have anymore confidence to take away lors .
so its okay .
(:
even if i stay positive ,
the ugly comments are still going to come in anyway .
hahahas .
well , i dontknow .
nothing to say also .
(:
used to it , immune to it ,
hahahas .
ohyeahs , this is not the weiliang from cps .
:D

happiness cuts .

Quiz (:

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
& replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.


B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
these people must state who they were tagged by
& cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.


continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?


i would be angry , & i'll chop off that freaking penis of his .


#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?


see my wishlist then , there's only one wish there .
hahahas .


#3 what will your dream wedding be like?


hmms , with the bride (me) walking down the aisle ,
with the groom waiting there with a smile on his face .
we both shall say , "i do" , & kiss each other passionately .
everyone will then clap , & let the eating commence !
alright , i'm being too dreamy .
hahahas !


#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?


yups .
i dont even know whats going to happen next .


#5 what's your ideal lover like?


he must have a face & personality which can cheer me up everytime !
& also love taking photos , & going to the beach to stroll ,
& sitting on benches , just lying in each other .
hahahas , TV shows !


#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?


both . to love & be loved .
(:


#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?


i dont know .
years , months , weeks , days ?
depends on my patience .
:D


#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?


i will run away from them in front of him ,
make sure he follows ,
cry when i reach home ,
threaten to kill myself so that the guy will go with me .
NO , I'M JUST KIDDING .
hahahas !
i will just give them my blessings ,
& like another guy .
:D


#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?


of course , not only one thing ,
is many many things .
but , i dont care ~
:D


#11 is being tagged fun?


okay uhs , at least i can do tests .
although i'm slightly lazy .
hahahas .
xD


#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?


by then i'd be 24 ?
i'll have a boyfriend , & i'll ride his bike home while hugging his stomach everyday ,
i'll become my parent's neighbour ,
i'd be drinking beer (FINALLY) ,
i'll be in clubs , dancing ~ ,
i'll be working & shall be some rich bitch ,
& shop everyday .
if my boyfriend is rich , i'll live off him .
:D
HAHAHAS !
xD


#13 who are currently the most important people to you?


me (:


#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?


she is EMOOOOOO , but also tons of fun !!!!!
:D


#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?


depends uhs .
if i'm single & rich , but unhappy ,
then whats the point ?
if i'm married & poor , but at least i enjoy everyday ,
then i'd rather be married & poor .
its just like , you want to be smart or stupid ?
i want to be stupid , at least i wont think about so many things .
but of course , each has their own advantage & disadvantage too .
so i'm saying , see which one is happy , then i want to be that .
(:


#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?


i'm not like apryl , i dont open my eyes 1st thing in the morning .
i keep them closed until i arrive at the toilet .
hahahas .
i stretch , sit up & say , "YOU WAKE ME UP FOR WHAT ?!"
which will be followed my mum's , "YOU GOT SCHOOL !!!!!"
xD


#17 would you give all in a relationship?


depends , if the guy gives his all ,
naturally i would give my all too .
(:


#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?


i will follow my heart ,
& choose the one that i really really want .
i will put them both in vivo city ,
& the three of us walk different ways ,
& we are not allowed to find for each other or hide .
if we do happen to see each other , that shall be fate .
whoever i see 1st , thats the person i'll go with .
:D


#19 what type of friends do you like?


any type , as long as they dont treat me like MARIA ,
or they dont push me around or treat me as a sparetyre .
^^


#20 what type of friends do you dislike?


i dont know , there are so many types ,
if want me to list all , then i think ,
i need more then 1o pieces of a3 sized paper .
xD


Tagged by : APRYL CHANTAL KOH :D
Here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged :
(i cant tag apryl back !!!!!!!!)
Amanda :D
Yun Ting :D
Xin Yi :D
Wan Ying :D
Lee Jia Ying :D
Jacinta :D
& the others who want to do lahs .
xD

okay ,
i want to post !!!!!!
noticed that i like using alot of exclamation marks ?
its nice ~
anyways ,
been thinking alot these few days .
there's alot of answers i cant find .
there's just too many questions .
too many WHYs .
its damned irritating .
why this why that .
i'm going to stop asking myself already .
yups , upset about something recently .


well , i have no right to say anything about it ?
cause is what you do , its not my problem .
if one day something happens ..
hais , dont know lahs .
but , all i can say now is ,
be careful .
(:
& , hais .
nothing (:


i keep sighing ,
i think i'm growing old .
some things are just so mood spoilers , isnt it .
hmms .
i dont know lahs .
whatever you want to do ,
go & do bahs .
i also wont stop you ,
or say anything liaos .
i'll just be like , "up to you ^^"
cause , i also dont want to say anything .


yups , i changed alot ,
dont you all think so too ?
i used to be so angry , & very extreme mood swings .
this morning was angry over something ,
but after that , i thought about it ,
& was like ,
"aiyas , a person's character is hard to change .
whatever she want to do , then go & do bahs .
i can do nothing to stop her ."
& yups .
i also dont want to care so much .
everyone has someone to care for them ,
so i still care for them for ?
like , extra lors .
hahahas .
well , i want to find someone who cares for me .
& of course ,
whatever i want , i sure can find .
(:


sometimes ,
i really wish to just scream & bang my head & forget everything .
but the blooddddddd .
hahahas !
:D
i'm still living , people .
hahahas .
i'll live to 1oo !!!!!!!!!!!
^^
alright , i'm going to do art already .
sian , 4 more paper to go .
xD
okay okay .
BYEBYES PEOPLE :D


somethings are better left unsaid (: