Thursday, November 29, 2007|11:59 PM

ALRIGHTS .
internet is having some stupid problem here .
when i type , the whole page moves .
=.=
i'm very frustrated today ,
& yet internet wants to infuriate me too .
I HATE INTERNET .
okay .
i will tag about today , tomorrow .
cause now internet has problem .
& i'm very very busy with the blogshop .
as you can see ,
i have alot of links now .
i kept advertising .
^^
got once my friend helped .
:D
hahas .
alrights .
post tomorrow .
stupid internet .

BYEBYES .
:D

heyheyyouyou ~

Wednesday, November 28, 2007|10:38 PM

HELLOS :D
i'm craving for so many foods .
octopus balls ,
sushi ,
mcdonalds (i havent eaten it in months) ,
pizza ,
fried wanton with charsiew mee .
T.T
i'll grow fat fat fat at this rate .
hahas .
i travelled the whole of singapore today lehs .
^^
i went from sembawang to tiongbahru , all alone !
* claps *
you know how far is that ?
i list down all the stations .

sembawang , admiralty , woodlands , marsiling , kranji , yew tee ,
choachukang , bukit gombak , bukit batok , jurong east ,
clementi , dover , buona vista , commonwealth , queenstown ,
redhill , tiongbahru .

17 stops .
^^
hahas .
met the person & collected the necklaces ,
including my friend's one .
cause she overslept & didnt come .
i waited until 12.3opm , which was the time the person came .
xD
then i went back .
then many many stops .
i shall count again .
but this time , i only went until bishan ,
cause i want to buy octopus balls ~

outram park , tanjong pagar , raffles place , cityhall , dhoby ghaut ,
somerset , orchard , newton , novena , toa payoh , braddell ,
bishan .

before taking 6 stops back to sembawang .
so , i travelled one whole round of singapore .
^^
alrights .
bought 2 boxes of octopus balls ,
brought home & ate while talking to rina on the phone .
i was so surprised .
i left home at 1o.45am ,
& i came back around 1.15pm+ .
singapore really that big uhs .
hahas .
within 1o mins , i finished both boxes .
i was so hungry uhs .
& i'm craving for more octopus balls .
i'm acting like 2 boxes aint enough .
its trueeeeee .
):
i miss octopus balls ~
but i want sushi more .
i dont know how long never eat sushi already .
since the kbox thing ?
nono .
since 2nd november .
T.T
i mean sushi from AMKhub .
other places , most recent is about 2 weeks back i think .
but i'm going to eat it this sunday !
i cant get enough of sushi & octopus balls .
those are things i cant live without ~
mum told me to migrate to japan ,
so i everyday can eat .
LOLS .
xD
i have alot alot alot of photos in my phone ,
but i havent put inside the computer yet .
i'd post all the pictures on friday .
that day i most free !
:D
tomorrow have to go & buy the science WBs & literature book .
going deyi with dad .
i hope i dont get anymore ant bites .
+X
he'd be dropping me off at AMKhub ,
so i can buy my sushi .
^^
THREE CHEERS .
alrights .
i've been mapling almost the whole day .
its so boring uhs .
everything is boring .
life is boring .
how i wish i'm outside now ,
breathing the fresh air .
instead of being stuck at home .
i'm bored .
people ask me out lehs .
i'm boredddddddd .
interview coming up ,
next thursday .
hahas .
not work de lahs ,
is student care de .
^^
but its still an interview .
i'm excited yet nervous .
lalalas .
alrights then .
i'd post more tomorrow .
:D

BYEBYES .
:D

it isnt that bad , right ?

Tuesday, November 27, 2007|10:30 PM

HELLOS .
:D
felicia is a happy girl today .
well , quite .
last night ,
i thought for a long while ,
before i decided to go for the camp today .
its a 2 day camp , thats why .
alrights ,
then alarm rang at 6.45am ,
i off-ed it & closed my eyes for awhile .
then i slept .
i didnt know until yunting called at 9am .
she asked me where am i .
then i was like ,
"HUHS ? NOW 9AM ALREADY ? I JUST WOKE UP ?!?!?!?!"
then after that ,
she helped me tell the facilitators ,
& i said i only 1o.45am then can meet them .
then they asked one of the facilitators ,
to fetch me from woodlands mrt .
so i started to prepare .
from 9.15am .
by 1oam , i was ready .
=.=
i thought i needed long time to wear the contacts ,
but then only 6 mins !
:D
after that ,
dad fetched me to woodlands mrt .
hahas .
called yunting THIRTY-TWO times ,
sms-ed once ,
& she never pick up & reply at all .
she only realised i called her at around 5pm+ .
LOLS .
xD
the facilitator came to pick me up ,
& off to admiralty park !
its around republic poly there bahs .
there were 9 stations in total .

1st station : SENSES GAME .
in this game ,
you'd be disabled in some form ,
eg. blind , legs cant move , hands cant move , mute , etc .
& you have to work together to pitch a tent .
(i came in halfway thru so i only was a onlooker)

2nd station : RIVER CROSSING .
in this game ,
there are pieces of a4 sized paper with numbers on top of them .
at the end ,
there's a cat .
you have to go to the end to win .
but , you must hold hands with the group members ,
& everyone shall cross in one straight line .
its not easy cause some people move faster then the others .
& the numbers aint that close to each other .

3rd station : MEMORY GAME .
in this game ,
there's things hidden under that sleeping bag .
one by one ,
we have to go there & memorise what we see .
when we go back , we have to write it down .
get as many as possible is the best .
:D

4th station : SPIDER WEB .
in this game ,
the strings are tied to the poles at different ends ,
to make it look like a spider web .
we're supposed to pass thru it ,
without touching the strings .
light ones had to be carried across .
^^

LUNCH BREAK .
chicken rice was lunch .
:D
ate & they asked us to play charades .
mine was No Pain No Gain .
hahas .
after that continued with the stations .

5th station : FLIPPING SHEET . (i accidentally typed SHIT +X)
in this game ,
simple , band members have played before .
:D
my group only has 6 people .
so . we're supposed to all stand on the sheet ,
then flip it over ,
without our legs touching the ground .
hahas .
not easy lehs .
xD

6th station : WIN , LOSE OR DRAW .
in this game ,
basically we're supposed to draw out whats on the card .
like charades but its drawn out instead of acting .
:D

7th station : DAMSEL IN DISTRESS .
in this game ,
we're supposed to find stuffs that are hidden in the grass .
they'll show us a picture ,
& we're supposed to go look around that place .
only one person looks , the rest does forfeit ,
like hands 45 degrees holding each other ,
or balancing on the pole ,
or hold hands , squeeze & sit on each other's lap .
there are a few rounds .
:D

8th station : 2oo SECONDS NO NG .
in this game ,
there are 5 stops .
the 1st one ,
is the umbrella one .
you have to hold the umbrella & turn 15 rounds .
& the umbrella cant be lifted off the ground .
after that , you have to drop the ball into a circle thing ,
before running & tapping the second person .
then the second person has to hullahoop around 1o rounds ,
before running & tapping the third person .
the third person will be given a word ,
& he has to find all the letters within the alphabet macoroni ,
& put then altogether ,
before running & tapping the fourth person .
the third person will then hint to the fourth person the word is ,
without using the words written on the card .
just like charades , but can talk .
then the fourth person has to tap the fifth person .
the sixth person will stand there like a statue ,
while the fifth person will run over to the other side ,
take the shirt , let the sixth one wear ,
then run again , take the pants or stockings ,
let the sixth one wear ,
then go back & take the pants or stockings ,
& let the sixth one wear .
if all these is done within 2oo seconds ,
victoryyyyy ~
hahas .
xD

9th station : THREE LEGGED SOCCER .
in this game ,
we're supposed to tie our legs together ,
& play three legged soccer .
its not easy okays .
i was tied to one of the facilitators ,
& she's tall .
so its not very easy .
xD
its against yunting's group .
hahas .

alrights .
4pm+ , & everyone was tired .
tidbits was given out ,
& we were asked to fill in the reflection thing .
after that was prize giving .
my group got the most improved group ,
while yunting's group got the most enthu group .
LOLS .
xD
then we headed back to SFSC .
on the way back ,
one of the facilitator sat with me ,
& we talked all the way back .
hahas .
after that , went back to the multipurpose hall ,
& talked .
as in , one big group .
they talked to us .
after that ,
went to sunplaza to buy bubbletea ,
then headed home .
i went to put my bubbletea inside the freezer .
& within three hours ,
it turned to ice .
=.=
chicken rice was dinner .
hahas .
happy 2nd chicken rice day
:D
alrights .
then did the usual things already .
LOLS .
xD
last day of camp ,
suddenly i wish there's one more day .
cause today was really short but fun .
hahas ,
& we learnt alot of things .
teamwork , collaboration , patience , cooperation , coordination , communication ,
etc .
^^
alrights then .
now is 11.37pm .
i'm tired .
i'd sleep one hour from now .

"MR TAN , NEXT YEAR YOU NOT OUR FORM TEACHER ALREADY ?! O.O"

"Ya. .i vry sad. Haiz"

"WHY ?! you didnt request ? T.T"

"Request le. But i gt proj to ctinue. .so muz stay as sec 1 ft."

"project ? but after next year you transferring school right ?"

"Most likely. Nt sure."

"yeahs , faster leave deyi . its the horriblest school ."

"Haha. . ."

"cheerups . at least everyone still can see each other in school ."

"Haiz. .ya lor."

"but then feel so sad sial . ):"

"Ya. .me too. But then life stil goes on. No worry. .wil stil cme find all of u when free"

"sure ? xD hais . 1o8's life wont be the same anymore ."

"Haha"

"I HATE THE SCHOOL SIAL . why cannot teach us next year ? ##$%$^$%&*%^
sorry , i was agitated . sorry to disrupt your sleep ."

"Its ok. Dun sad."

"you too . ^^"

its him who's sad & me who's agitated .
LOLS .
xD
well , he's not our form teacher next year .
feel sad .
+X
life still goes on ~ *quoted from him .

alrights .
BYEBYES .
:D

you forgot , again .
|12:04 AM
I'M SORRY .
PLEASE BEAR WITH THIS SKIN FOR AWHILE .
my old skin has some problems .
T.T
i'll fix it soon .
SORRY .
bear with it for awhile .

Monday, November 26, 2007|10:45 PM

with trembling fingers , sweaty palms , & a thumping heart ,
i counted my steps to home .

hellos .
:D
urhms , * clears throat *
i went to the sfsc alumni camp today .
it wasnt that fantastic .
& i had to wake up at 6.45am ,
just so that i can wear my contacts .
cause i scared wear too long .
in the end ,
i only took 11 mins .
put on a pair of sunglasses on my way there .
the sun is hot .
^^
reached there ,
saw ling , after that saw vanessa & her friend .
went to the multi purpose hall after that .
got name tags , files ,
& went in .
sat & waited for the rest to come in .
they briefed us ,
then we went out to play icebreaker games .

1st game was ,
they give you one piece of paper with 1o questions on it ,
you're supposed to go around & ask people those questions ,
& if their answer is yes ,
then you ask them autograph ,
if no , then you give them the paper ,
& ask them see which question appeals to them the most .
hahas .
xD
thats cheating uhs .
alrights .

next game was the chair one .
they got 1o chairs there ,
& 2 teams .
one team stand at one side ,
when the person say start ,
we're supposed to sit on each chair on by one ,
& then when we see the opposite people ,
we shake hands , say "hi i'm ___" ,
& then sissors paper stone .
hahas .
ling's group won .
xD

the last game ,
is called husband & wife .
there are 2 circles ,
the inner one are the wives ,
the outer one are the husbands .
so there will always be one husband without a wife ,
& he'd call other people's wife's name ,
to get them to go to him .
the husband must then tap the wife's shoulder to disallow her to go .
quite fun .
^^

after that ,
we went back to the multipurpose hall ,
& watched highschoolmusical 2 .
i've seen it for the 8th time already .
T.T
cause my sister loves it to death .
okays ,
so they asked us about the movie ,
we're supposed to write down if we felt that it was a good movie or not .
i wrote ,
"soso , because its the 8th time i watched it already ."
xD
alrights .
we had the DISC thing ,
we're supposed to circle characteristics about ourselves .
& D is Dominant .
I is Influential .
S is Steady .
C is Conscientious .
guess which one i got ?
i'm the only one who got C .
3 people got D , including ling .
2 people got I .
& many people got S .
not ass that S .
=.=
but then ,
i also not neat or anything .
+X
they grouped us into groups after that .
i hate the groupings .
that whole group i only know vanessa ,
& i'm not close to her .
after that was lunch .
we had to eat with our groups .
nasi lemak , with one chilli egg & cucumber & chicken wing .
the chicken wing was hard uhs .
i dont eat egg & cucumber .
^^
there's one guy in the group ,
he helped me .
he ate the egg & the chicken .
i'm not sure about the cucumber .
after that ,
we watched the facilitators make up an impromtu play ,
cause their video got problem .
then we supposed to find out what is the problem with the scenes .
after that ,
debrief & cleared up .
then ling & i went to sunplaza .
walked around until 6pm+ ,
before heading to broadway ,
cause she wanted to buy home some food .
after that we went our seperate ways .
i went home ,
took out contacts , (its getting easier & easier !)
& then , ate dinner ,
& used the computer .
i feel so tired now .
believe it or not ,
i didnt talk today .
well , not much .
less then 1o sentences to the everyone ,
except ling .
i kinda regretted going ,
cause i wasnt on close terms with any of them ,
& most of them cant recognise me now .
my hair is shorter ,
i got a fringe ,
i look older ,
i wear contacts .
the only thing consistant is my height .
=.=
hais .
i really dont know what to say to them .
no topics to say .
& i lost count of the facilitators asking me if i'm alright or not .
its not that i'm not feeling well ,
i just dont like to mix with strangers .
you can go & ask my friends .
i can chat to them for hours ,
& to everyone one else there ,
less then 1 min of talk .
i really dont know what to do .
i really cant communicate with people i dont know well .
hais .
kinda unhappy now .
i'm still deciding whether to go or not tomorrow .
vanessa will only be going for half day .
then i'd be the only girl left all alone there .
with a bunch of guys .
i dont know ,
i just dont feel like going ,
but i dont want to miss out on all the fun .
confused .

i saw you on the mrt the other day .
we havent contacted for like , coming 2 years ?
you stared at me , & i stared at you .
we stood just right opposite each other .
you recognised me ,
& i recognised you .
but , why didnt we talk ?
why did you go MIA after you quitted working at YMCA ?
i sms-ed you with no reply .
if i called ,
you'd sms back , saying you were busy .
& you were never online in msn .
i really miss you .
i miss the times we had so much fun ,
& you forced me & apryl to eat those tuna sandwiches you made ,
although i hated tuna .
i thought we were your friends .
but yet ,
when we saw each other on the mrt ,
our gaze met , the familiarity came back ,
but none of us managed to open our mouths ,
to say a simple hello , or to call out our names .
those times , were meant to be cherished , treasured , & never forgotten .
but , why wont you acknoledge us as your friends ?
are we , to you , just some students from the YMCA ,
that you have long forgotten ?
we havent contacted for such a long time .
we're practically like strangers now .
i hate that feeling .

horrid day . may shit pour on this day .

Sunday, November 25, 2007|12:15 AM

HELLOS :D
i'm so bored nowadays .
i've been mapling .
^^
i need many many mateon tentacles .
they are those little aliens .
i need 9oo+ more .
anyone want to help me ?
alrights .
back to today .
woke up at 12pm+ .
grandmother wanted to treat us to sakae sushi ,
so we went there .
ate & met ling at the mrt .
she was with her brother .
took mrt to FAJAR .
fajar sounds like a vulgar word .
hahas .
xD
anyways ,
collected my contacts ,
& went back home .
mum cooked meesua for us to eat ,
& i ate it with the chili black sauce .
hahas .
after that ,
watched tv ,
& came online .
read some things ,
& i got really depressed & scared .
maybe its just me who's thinking too much ,
cause the swell went down already .
ANYWAYS ,
tried on the contacts .
:D
took one hour to put into both eyes .
& i abit un-used to wearing them .
after that ,
took one minute to take out the right eye's contacts ,
& 1o mins to take out the left eye contacts .
LOLS .
xD
both of my eyes are red now .
& i feel so tired .
people , sponser me tentacles & i can have a nice sleep .
OR ,
you can give me octopus balls .
^^
i mean real edible octopus balls .
=.=
alrights .
i'm going already .

BYEBYES . :D

one last thing ,
dare to do , dare to admit .
dont give excuses .
&
for those who say i wear spects better ,
too bad , get used to the felicia with contacts .

o.o

Friday, November 23, 2007|11:59 PM

hellos . :D
today was really busy ,
& therefore i feel very tired now .
YAWNS .
woke up at 9am+ ,
then headed down to deyi to buy books .
saw drama members ,
& hid my face .
i forgot to bring my hat & sunglasses .
xD
bought books ,
hahas , the girl canceled out alot of things ,
save our money for us .
lols .
altogether is $145+ .
after that ,
went to upperthomson road to eat my long awaited wanton mee with charsiew .
^^
it was spicy uhs ,
& its my breakfast & lunch .
after that ,
went home .
met taymin at my house voiddeck before heading to sunplaza to meet fadhilah .
but , halfway , i forgot to bring her shirt .
+X
so went back home to take .
she passed me the money , took the shirt ,
& left .
then , me & taymin headed to kfc .
& i forgot to bring my money .
so had to go home & take .
+X
i ate student meal , cheese fries .
& she ate student meal , zinger , plus one extra fries .
=.=
after that ,
walked around ,
& i got addicted to the arcade's toy machine again .
i just want to get that toy !
who want to get for me .
T.T
its so cute , so captivating , i just want it so badlyyyyy .
spent $5 there .
ohyeahs ,
& i bought my sister the art thing ,
cause her friend once said something & she felt unhappy .
so i decided to make her happy !
:D
okay , after that , taymin's mother came ,
& i headed down to cityhall , ALONE .
was quite a boring trip ,
but , i saw ms lee & her boyfriend !
^^
ms lee like very tired uhs .
hahas .
okays , after that ,
i went to cityhall to buy the triangle sushi , i forgot the name .
cause i want 2 , my sis want 2 , parents 1 each .
so altogether is 6 .
one for $1.5o .
altogether is $9 .
* faints *
after that ,
took to marina bay then all the way back to sembawang .
that was our dinner ,
of course , with a few side dishes .
it was so filling .
hahas .
okays , went home ,
lalalas ~
i bet no one wants to be bored by it right ?
its just the usual , use computer , watch tv .
xD
ohyeahs ,
these few days , i've been mapling .
my main .
was pq-ing all the way ~
but , always got jr.rog summonned .
kill everyone .
create the 1st cemetry in the history of the ludi 1o1st floor .
& i was part of it .
^^
hahas .
appeared alot of times already .
then i gave up on pq .
went to hit those octopus alien .
got the tentacle , can use for octopus balls .
LOLS .
ohyeahs ,
today right , at the mrt ,
i was sitting at the side ,
then there's this plump person ,
she went in , & leaned on the glass thing ,
she practically squashed her backside there .
after that , she walked past me ,
& i looked at her from behind .
i saw her undies .
=.=
she's wearing black skinnies ,
then half of her undies is showing .
if there isnt undies there , it'd be her backside .
=.=
after that ,
there's this guy ,
who leaned his backside there .
i guessed he was an old man .
when he was going , i looked up .
& indeed i was right .
:D
alrights ,
did i tell you all about the indian couple ?
i was standing at the side of the mrt yesterday , on my way to boonkeng .
then this indian couple came in .
they stood at the middle of the door .
as in , the inside door .
the one which wont open unless in braddel .
at every stop ,
they'd move abit closer to me .
abit by abit ,
by the time i reached cityhall ,
i practically ran out of air ,
cause they were very close .
& i didnt dare to breathe .
cause later i scared they say i blow on them on what .
traumatized .
T.T
okays .
hahas .
i'm bored .
i'm yawning away .
how i wish i can talk on the phone now with anyone .
now is 12.18am .
hais .
life is boring when you have nothing to do .
:D

BORINGGGGGGGGGGG
|12:04 AM
CLASS CHALET PHOTOS ARE UP !
they are at ,
http://xanga.com/feliciaaaaaaa
^^
i'm so happy .
:D
visit visit .
comments in tagboard .
do tag more too !
:D

Thursday, November 22, 2007|10:16 PM

HELLOS !
so sorry for the sudden MIA-ing the past two days .
xD
i was busy finding where to put all the photos for you all to see !
i've decided to use xanga .
:D
so whenever i have thousands over photos to show you people ,
i'd post it there ,
& inform you all ,
then you all go there & see the post .
:D
i'm posting the class chalet pics there now .
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES (:
alrights .
thats one thing that made me happy .
another thing is ,
darhdarh is back from her trip !
she flew her backside back , finally .
xD
& there's another thing ,
which is a secret .
will let you all know on MONDAY !
hurhurs .
i love xanga .
^^
at least it's much faster & less laggy then blogger .
but ,
my blog was born on blogger ,
so i cant leave it .
LOLS .
alrights .
i shall blog about the past 2 days .
which is yesterday & today .
:D

YESTERDAY ;
i went out with ling !
:D
we went to choachukang ,
before taking the LRT to fajar .
i never heard of the place before .
LOLS .
ate chicken rice there ,
then went to the contacts shop .
i have the "jing shi" , astic .
i dont know how to spell .
so i cant wear normal contacts ,
need to premade .
T.T
altogether $13o .
i told my mother & she totally burst-ed .
in the end she called them ,
& told them for monthy ones ,
not monthy dailys .
& i can collect them on saturday .
:D
okays , ling had a hard time choosing her spects .
LOLS .
xD
alrights ,
after that took taxi back .
i need to return ling's mother money .
i cant take cabs for free .
^^

TODAY ;
i woke up cause of the alarm .
yawns .
after that , changed , ate breakfast ,
& went out .
took mrt all the way to BOONKENG ~
you must take the mrt to dhoby ghaut ,
then change train , to pasir ris that side .
its so deserted there .
+X
walked around for 4o mins finding SOOJIAJIA ,
before giving up & heading to woodlands .
bought octopus balls ,
& went home to eat them .
THEY TASTED HORRIBLE WITH THAT MUCH OF MAYO .
sorry , but i hate hate hate mayo .
):
okays ,
then i realised JIAJIA sent me an email telling me she cant come .
cause she need to accompany her mother .
=.=
i felt so stupid uhs ,
she sent it at 6am ,
i should have went to use the computer 1st .
i felt like slapping myself sial .
LOLS !
but , nevermind .
at least i explored the place a little .
when i go there next time ,
i'll be more familiar .
:D
JIAJIA was so guilty uhs ,
she kept apologising .
LOLS .
xD
but then ,
no need to apologise uhs ,
the most important thing now is to find another date ,
cause i really really really want to try the chicken rice there .
hurhurs .
okays ,
i've been typing this post real fast .
i think i've gone mad .
please dont tell me i've gone mad .
I'M MAD ,
CAUSE THERE'S NO TAGS .
WHERE ARE ALL THE TAGS ?!
when i've uploaded all the chalet pics ,
& i've described them ,
i'll post the url in my blog ,
& then link it at my links there .
:D
dont worry .
I WILL GIVE YOU ALL THE LINK .
& by the way ,
why shooshoo isnt back yet .
she went for her 2d1n choir camp ,
& i havent heard news of her being back yet .
once she's back ,
it'd be triple joy .
:D
ohyeahs ,
today something embarrasing happened to me .
when i was on the way to boonkeng ,
i was standing mahs ,
then i leaning on the wall ,
then i looked down ,
then when i looked up ,
i banged my head .
+X
the guy standing in front of me stared at me like i'm some weirdo uhs .
after that ,
he sms-ed to his friend , smiling .
oops .
okays ,
tomorrow i will be real busy .
but , sms & calls are entertained .
tomorrow i'd be heading to deyi in the morning ,
to buy books ,
then i'll head down to upper thomson road ,
to eat the wanton mee with charsiew .
after that ,
i'd be going to sunplaza to eat cheese fries ,
then meet fadhilah ,
before going to cityhall to buy sushi ,
& get my refund for the HOH tees .
:D
ohyeahs ,
rina's $19 is with me .
she'd be so happy when she knows .
she told me she dont know when will she be coming back .
& she just flew her backside to malaysia (i think) on monday .
T.T
i miss talking to her on the phone ,
hearing her craps .
hahas .
alrights then ,
i will update more tomorrow ,
cause i'm busy with my xanga photoblog .
^^
only photos will be there .
or sometimes ,
if there are many photos ,
i'd post the whole post there .
xD
BYEBYES .
:D

ohyeahs ,
i saw this on a website ,
& i find it really makes sense .

"Is it worth trying to satisfy and make others happy, at your own expense?
Where one keeps giving& giving, yet never gets anything back?
In the process of trying to make others happy, you get emotionally involved.
You get upset.
You get blamed for not looking out for yourself.
You get looked down upon on how desperate your friendship has made you.
Yet at the end of it when people are happy,
it just doesn't dawn onto them that you were the one who made this happen.
But you take it in anyway, and convince yourself its worth it.
When half the time, it isn't.

Then again, that was the whole point of it.
To make others happy, at your own expense."

makes sense doesnt it ?
its very meaningful ,
& means alot to me .
want to know why ?
ask then .
:D

ohyeahs ,
i have thought of how to decorate my room next time .
i'd keep a small cage , inside got hamster .
one hamster only .
then i keep a round fishtank ,
& inside keep on round fat fat goldfish .
:D
& i'll keep a POMERANIAN .
^^

weeeees . (:

Tuesday, November 20, 2007|11:59 PM

edited ;
PHOTOS TOMORROW
.
WORDY POST TODAY .
sorry .
I HATE BLOGGER SO MUCH .
THE WHOLE POST JUST DISAPPEARED .
now i have to collage the photos .
WHATTHEHELL .
BLOGGER GO ROT IN HELL !
I HATE BLOGGER SO MUCH !
i want to elaborate on the photos ,
also so damned hard .
blogger , you go & die .
rawrs .

HELLOS , i'm back !
:D
i'm going to post about the chalet .
there are around 51photos .
& there will be more tomorrow ,
cause 1o8's "photographer" will send them to me only tomorrow .
:D
surprisingly ,
i'm not that tired now .
so thats why .
& i've uploaded all the photos into photobucket .
i cant use blogger to upload photos or all my blog posts will be gone .
like last time .
xD
alrights .
i shall start ~
woke up one hour earlier the time i was supposed to wake up .
):
but then , the uncle also never call me , cause i quit already .
to him , i'm "overseas" now .
:D
anyways , went to JIAJIA's house at 12pm .
watched her pack her things ,
& we went to deyi at about 1.1opm .
wanying was there ,
& we waited for laylin's mother to fetch us to aloha loyang .
everyone got wet .
xD
JIAJIA is the "cool person" .
LOLS .
on the way to the chalet ,
i was feeling bored ,
so i took pictures .

anyways , reached the chalet ,
only to see angela & geokmooi there .
mr tan havent reached yet .
so we went in .
occupied one room ,
& talked .

then cause of boredom ,
we decided to watch tv .
the tv cant be on-ed !
everyone tried ,
& cant .
then , FELICIA CAME TO THE RESCUE .
& fixed it .
^^
actually , is i offered to help ,
& i realised there's a plug unplugged .
so wanying helped me plug it back in ,
& the tv worked .
LOLS .
watched tv for a very long time .
talked , watched tv , talked .
the uncle came in & scolded us ,
cause we're not supposed to go in without the key .
but then , its also not locked whats .
+X
anyways , everyone was so super hungry ,
when mr tan , jacinta & aaron toh came in ,
with food .
after a long while , mr tan drove me , JIAJIA , laylin , wanying & jacinta ,
to the nearby cheers to buy stuffs for the BBQ ,
& let us have our lunch also .
* at that point of time , mr tan implied that we're fat *
me & JIAJIA ate western food .
they gave me baked beans ,
& JIAJIA helped me eat the salad .
the food wasnt that fantastic ,
& it was quite expensive .
me & JIAJIA ,
we squashed the baked beans ,
mixed with abit of salad sauce ,
& loads of chicken chop sauce ,
& it turned out like a pile of shit .
:D
okays , we went into cheers ,
& bought the things .
mr tan used his own money & the class fund to pay .
altogether , its $165.95 .
then we carried the plastic bags back to his car ,
& he hinted that JIAJIA was short .
she was so pissed uhs .
xD
anyways , mr tan's car is nice uhs .
i forgot to take a picture of it .
okays ,
then after that , when we went back ,
shermin they all were there already .
they helped mr tan with the things ,
while we went back to our room .
jacinta decided to move in with us ,
cause she doesnt like to be with shermin they all .
mr tan bought shermin & gang to somewhere ,
then the rest of us , including the boys ,
went to the nearby swimming pool ,
cause wanying said there was a playground there .
in the end ,
it was under renovation .
& on the way there ,

i took a photo which i wanted to take for a very long time !
:D
after a while more ,
BBQ started .
mr tan & the boys bbq-ed ,
& we watched them .
got bitten by mosquitoes 5 times ,
just by standing there .

we got bored ,
& went back in to watch tv .
took nonsensical pictures .
we decided to go out cause it was too boring inside .
honey coated melted marshmellows are horrid .
helped mr tan bbq awhile ,
then after that ,
angela & geokmooi helped him bbq .
& unknowingly ,
he went to the kitchen to take the water balloons .
he threw it at angela & geokmooi .
& me , JIAJIA , wanying & laylin took revenge .
it was chaotic sial .
LOLS .
then , at the end , when mr tan wanted to stop cause he wanted to bbq ,
he told me to throw the one i was holding at him .
he gave me a chance to throw at him sial .
but then ,
when i threw , it didnt burst & bounced around .
=.=
then after that , he took it !
& i told him to give me back so i can throw one more time .
he was like , O.o ?
then he threw it on the ground .
xD
went back to the living room .
=.=
after awhile , stopped bbq-ing ,
& then the symphonic members arrived ,
with mr soon .
then someone threw a water bomb to the bbq pit ,
& alot of smoke came out .

after that , we played water balloons .
xD
everyone got wet .
wenning & gang's room got extremely wet ,
& full of jelly ,
cause mr tan & mr soon hid in there ,
& everytime they opened the door ,
we splashed in .
& aaron went to throw the jelly wanying did at the door .
waste of food .
=.=
anyways , everyone was dripping wet .
we not only use water balloons okays ,
still got use pot , use cups .
xD
at the end , when mr tan said stop ,
we took a group photo before heading back to the room to bathe .
JIAJIA taught me how to make my hair into like yuandebunengna .
LOLS .
then , we crapped sial .
i so called , went around humiliating myself ,
but then , its too funny to resist .
xD
jacinta bathed , then laylin bathed , then wanying bathed ,
when wanying was bathing , they decided to go to the swimming pool .
so we asked wanying to come out ,
laylin to change back to the wet clothes ,
& we headed to the swimming pool ~
unfortunately , we went there too late .
the uncle was there scolding us .
=.=
we went back to the chalet ,
i bathed , followed by JIAJIA .
after i bathed ,
i took photo with everyone .
:D
& then , angela & geokmooi had to leave .
so we accompanied them walk back .
before they went ,
we took a group photo .
xD
after that ,
we went back to the room ,
& the four of us squashed into one bed ,
while jacinta slept on the other bed ,
& ate snacks .
at about 12am , we went to the living room to watch tv .
:D
everyone was still awake ,
except jacinta .
mr tan brought a group of boys to changi there to see gays .
in the end , one also dont have .
& because of the water bombs , mr tan's car key got short circuited .
& they went to cheers to buy instant noodles .
made me so hungry uhs .
while waiting for mr tan to fix his car ,
we watched tv .
before that , me , wanying & JIAJIA went to give sweets & chocolates ,
to all the rooms .
xD
after a while , we went back to the room .
& i said something ,
i forgot ,
& JIAJIA pushed me off the bed .
& now , its a little bruise .
xD
took some nonsensical pictures .
all are in the collage already .
cause of stupid blogger !
anyways , i had a really bad case of gastricts .

it really hurt-ed like mad .
cause i was hungry for a few hours .
i wanted instant noodles .
T.T
anyways , at 4am ,
i ate biscuits .
& my gastricts got worse .
wenning , jiahui & huijun came into our room ,
& jacinta went out .
after awhile , mr tan brought his team of players ,
& went into our room & played animal .
not sure of the game rules cause my stomach was too pain .
i cant even walk to the next room .
=.=
after that ,
thanks to shermin who lent me the gastrict pill .
after that ,
we went to the living room ,
while the others were still in our room playing .
they went to so many rooms sial .
1st is mr tan's room to hear ghost stories .
2nd is to wenning's room to play games .
3rd is to our room to play games .
LOLS .
xD
about 5am ,
mr tan went to sleep .
he slept like a dead man sial .
+X
anyways ,
JIAJIA & laylin also went to sleep at 5am+ .
we only had one bed to sleep cause jiahui was sleeping on the other bed .
jacinta was outside sleeping on the sofa .
jiahui really can sleep uhs .
just now , when the rest were playing games ,
they were so noisy & yet she could sleep .
xD
anyways , left me & wanying awake .
we kept feeling like farting .
LOLS .
xD
mine is cause the gastricts , then make my stomach have alot of air .
after awhile , i also went to sleep ,
although i told wanying i wont .
guess i was just too tired .
xD
after that ,
woke up about 1 hour later .
headache like mad .
feeling very dizzy also .
i cant even walk straight .
LOLS .
after that , brushed teeth & all ,
then went to clear the room ,
then went to the dining table there & sleep .
awhile , then we went to the room & slept .
then laylin's mother came .
on the way back , i slept .
all the way until i reached amkmrt .
xD
on the way back to sembawang ,
i also slept , while sitting down .
there was hardly anyone in the mrt .
xD
then i went home ,
& slept again .
i remember i switched on the tv ,
& it was the starting of spongebob squarepants .
the only line i remembered was , "ARE YOU READY KIDS ?"
xD
after that , mum woke me up at 12pm+ .
she actually went back home ,
cause i never answered her calls & she thought i fainted .
she called my handphone & house phone many times .
but i didnt hear it .
she rushed back from work to go home ,
to find me sleeping on the sofa .
xD
LOLS .
i find its so funny uhs .
anyways , she went back to work & i went to eat lunch .
much more refreshed after sleeping for that 2 hours .
use the computer , uploaded photos , & posted this post .
:D
alrights .
thats all about the chalet bahs .
xD
today , dinner was at s21 there .
ate stingray , japanese food & satay .
my craving for satay is satisfied .
^^
& now i want octopus balls .
):
someone give me some ?
:D
okays , i realised that ,
i left my soaps , toothbrush , toothpaste at the chalet toilet .
i guess i was really tired this morning until i forgot bahs .
xD
but dad said it was okays ,
because its not anything THAT valuable .
hurhurs .
alrights then .
now is 11.39pm .
^^
i'm going to sleep one hour later .
tomorrow going to buy my contacts with ling .
:D
BYEBYES .
:D

how tiring .