i realised my posts are superboring .
daily life stuffs .
=X
YAWNS .
HOHOHO(:
yesterday i sms-ed kaixin and told her to reply me in my tagboard .
and she recieved the sms at 00.00 .
XD
but my hp wrote that i sent it on 00.02 .
hohos .
anyways ,
was supposed to meet rina for lunch .
but then heavy rain luhhs .
XD
its okays .
i had a currypuff for breakfast alreadys .
so i aint that hungry .
but that currypuff made me have a terrible stomachache lors .
=/
anyways ,
the post before this ,
very long rights ?
i guessed i was very pekchek yesterday bahhs .
XD
but today i'm okays .
i slept at 2am last night .
then at the same time my sister woke up .
then i was like ,
'HELLOS . now is 2am in the morning .'
then she just walked to the toilet , ignoring me !
hmpts .
then this morning ,
12.00pm ,
was woken up by that vaccum cleaner .
=.=
ahhhhs .
i'm munching on baby biscuits !
XD
you know ,
those round round one .
LOLS .
i love eating them okays .
donknow why .
just love them .
anyways ,
i've been told that i sounded like i'm hammering the keyboard when i type .
XD
yeahs .
i can hear myself typing also .
i'm killing the keyboard !
LOLS .
my typing has always been like that .
=X
LOLS .

today need to go back to school .
for the maths thing .
me&joan went there late , cuz of me .
then is like ,
he saying textbook question five .
then got alot of question fives .
then i confused lors .
and see the wrong question .
in the end i didnt understand anything .
then during break ,
i slept .
then mr tan used the report book to tap my head .
he asked is it i very tired .
then i complained , saying that i dontknow how to do the maths .
then he explained all over .
now with me seeing the correct question .
hahas .
then he went out .
i was like ,
'I GOT ALOT OF VIRUS MEHHS ? HE CANNOT USE HAND IS IT ?'
a.s.s.h.o.l.e .
hmpts .
then after the maths thing ,
me&joan went vivo .
and , i hate singaporeans .
okays .
although i am one ,
i hate them !
i mean like ,
aint the poles in the mrt for peoples to hold ?
if there aint anyone else holding then you lean on it .
but if there are other peoples holding on to it ,
be considerate as not to lean on it .
today there is a basturd ,
i was holding the pole ,
then he came into the mrt ,
and he leaned on the pole .
i mean like ,
my hand's there !
dont tell me the shirt is too thick until you cant feel my hand there okays .
you lean on my hand for whats ?
basturd .
go to hell yeahs ?
anyways ,
we reached vivo .
blahs blahs .
ate lunch .
for the 1st time i ate faster than joan ,
and even bought drinks for both of us .
XD
bought some clothes .
joan met her boyfriend .
went to play water awhile .
went to relax awhile near the water there .
slacked loads .
went home .
and yeahs ,
we from dhoby ghaut take until marina bay ,
then we take the mrt all the way backs to sembawang .
then from harbourfront take to dhoby ghaut rights ,
me&joan sit on the floor .
then the mrt person not happy ,
then say what bum mark this that .
ask him go to hell .
we want sit is our business okays .
then hors , we stand lors .
then we go back dontknow what station ,
then stop that time ,
got one woman outside .
then she keep staring at me ,
like as if i did wrong to her like that .
for goodness sake ,
i dont even know her okays .
so i stare back lors .
spoil my eyes okays .
stare at me for whats huhs .
i prettier then you rights ?
you jealous is it ?
you jealous last time you from amk cannot go harbourfront yet i can rights ?
you're simply jealous .
then rights ,
at dontknow what station ,
an old guy rushed in .
and my bag big mahhs .
then he pushed my bag .
he dontknow how to say excuse me is it ?
then what is the word invented for ?
for nohing huhs ?
go to hell you this basturds and biatches .
rot there yeahs .
today i'm in a freaking bad mood .
feeling fucked up all of a sudden .
feeling angry over small things .
woke up on the wrong side of the bed bahhs .
=X
and , yeahs .
STOP CHANGING DATES FOR EVERYTHING .
STOP GIVING ME LAST MINUTE THINGS .
you all change date one more time ,
you all give me last minute 'goout' one more time ,
i will stay at home the whole june holiday .
i wont go out with you all .
get that clear .
i'm freaking pissed now .
i dont care if you want to go earlier or whats .
not good enough excuse .
and friends of my friends ,
stop giving them last minute info yeahs .
cuz your that 'i cant go lehhs .'
can change their whole june holiday schedule .
yeahs .
dont tell me to cool down .
i'm already cooled down .
byebyes .

NOW IS 11.59pm and i realised i havent post a single post today yet !
then the blogger dont want to AUTOSAVE .
it always irritates the freaking hell out of me and now it doesnt want to autosave .
what kind of freaking blogger are you !
hmpts .
anyways ,
today ,
went back to school for the dumb remedial yeahs .
tomorrow still need to go backs .
bleahs .
go there do nothing also .
after that rights ,
me , joan and kaixin went to junction 8 .
eat lunch , shop and slack .
and we bought the 'anything' and 'whatever' le .
i bought 'whatever' .
joan&kaixin bought 'anything' .
then 'whatever' is a non-carbonated drink .
whereas 'anything' is a carbonated drink .
so ,
joan didnt want to drink ,
then i exchange with her .
XD
in the end ,
i drink halfway also throw away lors .
bleahs .
then we walked around .
when we wanted to go backs ,
i saw xueying and another two peeps .
i know i know them . but i forgot their faces .
=.=
i mean ,
i forgot who she was with .
i only remember her .
hahas .
and now blogger tells me that it cant connect to internet .
die lors .
later need to go for the maths thing again .
now is 12.03am , okays .
hahas .
now i'm typing like as if this is the last post i'm typing .
i wanna change my skin , thats why .
hahas .
i'm rushing ~

hahas .
i forgot i brushed my teeth and washed my face le .
and i just did it all over again .
=.=
old memory huhs .

would you be there
redwan ali
If I were blue,
Would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ear that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good,
Would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back...

[Chorus]

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away.

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away.

Would you be there?

i believe there is more to this .
but this is all i can find for now .
=X
sorry .

POST NUMBER THREEHUNDRED !
YAYS .
last night i slept at 3am .
then this morning i woke up at 10am .
=.=
last night i was so freaking awake .
cant sleep at all .
then now i'm still feeling very awake .
hahas .
anyways ,
i had instant noodles for lunch today !
i mean , its my BREAKFAST&LUNCH .
and i skipped dinner .
my mother said i was crazy .
=.=
not hungry mahhs .
what you want me to do .
then kaixin , forgot her msn password .
so we're chatting in my tagboard .
LOLS .
tomorrow need to go back to school .
can i pretty please not go ?
blahs .
need to wake up early again .
i added alot of peoples in friendster&msn yesterday and today .
LOLS .
seriously boredds .
><
AHHHHHHHHS .
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDS .
the only thing i ate today is instant cup noodles .
nothing else went into my stomach .
see ?
i'm trying that to slim down .
wish me all the best yeahs ?
=))
YAWNS .
finally !
i'm tired .
XD

today is ..
27th may .
yeahs .
last night i slept at 12.30am .
today i woke up at 1.15pm .
XD
but i'm still tired lehhs .
><
anyways , today at home whole day .
watched deathnote 1&2 .
nice show lors .
i like the monster .
XDXD
so cute yeahs ?
"I WANT AN APPLE ! I DEMAND FOR ONE !"
LOLS .
when watching i laugh like mad sia .
today's post will be a short one .
dont feel like typing much .
sorry yeahs .
i only have EIGHTDAYS in my holidays free .
the rest i all got plans le .
yeahs .
tomorrow i'm free .
hahas .
i've changed the playlist .
if you all have watched the channel 8 , 9pm show .
monday to friday de .
you all would know this song .
if you all dont have this song and want it ,
can ask from me in msn .
some kind person offered to send it to me .
=.=

i realised if you really put in effort to do things ,
you really can achieve what you want .
XD
i wanted to search all the band members friendster yesterday .
and i did !
i found many .
hahas .
i'm weird , yeahs .
=X
i'm boredds .
i'm tireds .
i'm feeling shitty .
blahs .
and to rina ,
you wont be able to hear or see me crying from today on .
i've wasted too much tears .
i wont cry from today on .
okays ?
good enough answer for you ?
no more chocolates_* .
he want go add chiobu ,
his freaking business .
i know his true colours le .
hahas .
protect your friends bahhs .
so they wont get hurt .
JIAYOUS(:

OMGSOMGS .
i've survived band !
its a total miracle ~
i thought i would faint or something today .
XD
and , i didnt even eat lunch also .
today was tough , but i think the training camp would be more tough .
=X
LOLS .
anyways ,
today did the warm-ups .
then rested .
then do drills .
played instrument .
went for lunch .
i was so freaking tireds okays .
i lost appitite for lunch .
then i walked to the opposite coffee shop ,
where all the rest were .
awhile there , and i went backs .
then some peeps told me some peoples looking for me .
LOLS .
then we go do drills .
play instrument .
then formations ~
hahas .
i same group as wenning and andrea "ma'am" .
i aint used to calling her that .
XD
then we took alot of breaks .
rested and chitchatted .
HOHOHOS(:
funny lors .
then i was like , keep crapping .
and keep saying 'hahas . going to rain soon ~'
then me&wenning kept laughing for no good reason .
throughout the whole formation thingy ,
we kept laughing .
XD
we're mad yeahs ?
anyways ,
after all ,
was so tired .
walked to mrt station with joan .
cuz i wanted to go CHEERS .
to buy drinks .
then i walked to my grandmother's house ,
where i bathed and change and went out for dinner .
my uncle treated 12 peoples , excluding himself .
XD
altogether the meal was like , $690+ .
i was like , HUHS ?
i was shocked .
but everyone else said it was reasonable .
cuz got alot of food .
yeahs , got alot of food ,
but aint that a tad too expensive ?
hahas .
his problem .
XP
now feeling so tired .
just now hiccup until almost vomited alot of times .
ate a sweet and felt much better .
LOLS .
june hols are here .
i've survived that one day of "hell" .
now its time for heaven ~
YAYS(:

joan told me why chocolates_* broke with me .
this is the story .
he know me and another girl at the same time .
he stead with both of us .
in the end ,
out of both us ,
he chose her .
theend .
i think i know why .
1 . i ugly mahhs .
2 . she prettier then me mahhs .
3 . she is more open .
4 . she is willing to go out and kiss with him when they met for only three days .
whereas i rejected .
5 . she pretty lors .
haiis .
today i had this 'almost cried' things many times .
when hearing the 'never let you go' , i almost cried .
when went to vivo , i almost cried .
hahas .
its okays .
all the best yeahs .
dont bother to remember me .
=))
byebyes and all the best .
she's pretty .
you've made the right choice .
grats to you .
thanks for two-timing me and ditching me in the end .
thanks alot .
hahas .
all the best ..

hahas .
1st two periods of the day is art .
and the art cher showed us a 2hr and 15mins video .
so like , we forgo-ed our MT period (the cher didnt come anyways) ,
and half of our recess to watch the whole thing finish .
touching story .
then , slacked .
the whole day .
after school ~
alot of peoples prepared water balloons .
to throw at jiaxing .
cuz his birthday tomorrow .
hahas .
then kaixin bought the water+flour to school to pour on him .
the rest ,
used the water balloons or newater left from yesterday's meet the parents .
XDXD
then he was wet until the water was dripping from his shirt and shorts .
LOLS .
then me , kaixin and joan went out .
joan went home to change .
kaixin&me went to mos burger for lunch .
we ate burgers there and bought drinks from the 'sweet talk' -bubble tea shop ,
beside .
XD
joan wanted to go vivo city .
i was suibians .
kaixin dontwant .
then just me&joan go lors .
then when we reached ,
go and find the 'shibuya' .
joan met her boyfriend and they both walked away .
=.=
then i walked around , buying stuffs and sweets .
until she called and ask me to go third floor .
she saw her ex&hisgirl .
so we followed them all around vivo .
HOHOHOS(:
he quite shuai bahhs .
then ,
after following them for a long long long long time .
we went to play water upstairs !
XD
then is like , after that ,
we both like jiaxing this afternoon .
LOLS .
joan was more 'worse-hit' .
cuz , i splashed her more yeahs ?
hahas .
then we sat at the railings there .
talked&ate sweets .
then the minitoons the sweet eat finish le mahhs .
then i dont want my socks wet also .
so i put the socks inside the minitoon sweet plastic bag .
HOHOHOS(:
yeahs , i'm toot .
=.=
anyways ,
after that walked around more .
joan bought some things ,
then we went back le .
we went to dhoby ghaut interchange ,
ohh yeahs ,
iforgot .
when we reached rights ,
joan asked me what is 'duo mei ge' .
i was like , 'hen duo mei de shui ge .'
but it was actually the name of dhoby ghaut .
XDXD
okays .
so we from dhoby ghaut mrt ,
go marina bay ,
before heading off to sembawang .
heng we go marina bay 1st lors .
cuz at city hall and raffles place got a damned lot of peoples .
LOLS .
then when we reached sembawang rights ,
i was like ,
'weiis . later hors , the door open , we just run out . '
cuz our clothes are wet .
then we sitting down .
you know what'll happen .
leave the butt mark there .
XD
then like ,
yeahs .
thats what we did .
and two woman just blindy sat down .
how dumb .
=.=
then after that went home .
ate those like ,
'snacks' .
LOLS .
i realised i havent been to the toilet from 6am to 8+pm .
LOLS .
15 hours lehhs .
more than half a day .
now i'm so freaking tired .
tomorrow still have band .
from 8am to 5.30pm .
CRAZY rights ?
see ?
like in the last post ,
i've said .
band the peoples are stupid and dumb .
they are mindless too .
XD
my phone has VERYLOW batt now .
i need it for tomorrow lehhs .
=X
LOLS .
'one more day of hell , and we'll have fourteen days of heaven .'
quoted from joan .
i didnt copy worhhs .
hahas .
jksjks .
anyways ,
vivo is full of couples .
no fair .
i dont have a male partner .
then me&joan at the water there ,
i accidentally pulled her earring out .
ouchs .
then i wanted to help her put backs .
cuz i didnt help peoples wear earrings befores .
then she scared .
i also .
then she say 'later cq see le think we lesbian .'
=.=
like as if .
wont de lors .
just help friend put back earring mahhs .
in the end ,
i was too scared i put back then hurt her also .
XD
the water made my sole so itchy .
LOLS .
hmms .
june hols is here ~
will be spending , spending and spending .
HOHOHOS(:
cant wait .
=DDDDD
BYEBYES(:

meet the parents over le .
XD
ms lee said i was PLAYFUL(:
overall , i was okays .
=DD
my results .
the one in bold is those that i MUST improve on de .
english language : c5
chinese language : b4
mathematics : a2
science : b4
history : c5
literature : b3
home econs : a1
visual arts : b4
music : a
project work : b
total : 517.1/800
percentage : 64.6
class position : 28/38
(x)overweight T.T
remarks : felicia is a reliable and trustworthy girl . she works towards continual improvement and shows respect towards her teachers and peers .

LOLS .
ms lee said i was playful ~
YAYS .
anyways ,
when i was going ,
mr tan : byebye felicia .
me : HUHS ?
mr tan : byebye . see you tomorrow . *smiles*
me : hahas . okays . byebyes .
a few moments later , ran back to class to take art file .
XD
then went to eat dinner near the COURTS there .
the food was okayyyys only lors .
LOLS .
but then i so paiisehhs lors .
MRTAN lehhs .
i totally made a fool of myself okays .
><
DIEDIEDIE .
whats he going to think of me next time ?
shitshitshit .
bad impression le lors .
haiis .
then how ?
then how ?
then how ?
*waaaaaaaas .
LOLS .
O.o
i 'cried' and laughed .
XDXD
tomorrow last day of school le .
ohh yeahs !
ms lee told my parents to keep an eye on me .
say whats , this age very easy become pai .
must tell parents where i'm going ,
who i am going with .
blahs .
=.=
BLEAHS .
LOLS .
okays .
BYEBYES(:

today , HOHOHOS(: .
slacked lors .
=.=
watch TOKYODRIFT .
wasnt even nice .
anyways ,
during chinese class .
i whistled .
you know , those mothers made their kids go urine those kind of whistle ?
cuz joan say she urgent .
MUAHAHAHAS XD .
then is like ,
jiaxing and aaron toh also .
then the teacher was so funny .
saying something about birds , and he will crush them if they whistle again .
XDXD
then i promised jiaxing i would bring superglue to glue him tomorrow .
when i went home , i forgot .
and he reminded me !
LOLS .
so , later is the meet the parents thing .
bleahs , kind of nervous .
dontknow what that fella will say to my parents .
><
today hors .
got a 'short assembly' .
last minute de .
by the feiliguo (freddy goh)
he said about safety in water all that .
he said , 'a fourteen year old boy was struck by lightning while playing soccer with his friends on a sunny day .'
abit unbelievable lehhs .
sunny day lehhs .
=X
hahas .
then went to amk hub with joan .
bought the ONE.POINT.FIVE litre water bottle for band .
bleahs .
so heavy lors .
then we went macs .
ate large fries .
then they gave us seaweed shaker fries .
XD
also good .
long time didnt eat le .
missed it so much !
LOLS .
then went home .
now preparing to go the meet the parents thing in 2 hours + time .
NERVOUS .
what will he say ?
will he say bad , negative comments ?
like , 'she always tuck out her shirt .'
'she always talk back to chers .'
then if he say like that ,
then what will my parents do ?
chase me out of the house ?
XD
well , i hope so .
then go friend's house stay .
see which friend mother allow 1st .
HOHOHOS(:
i go and take the superglue .
he has five choices lors .
1 . glue his chair .
2 . glue his table .
3 . glue his pencil case zip .
4 . glue his water bottle to the floor .
5 . all of the above .
see ?
i'm so kind .
i let him choose .
saturday his birthday mahhs .
at the same time everyone's supposed to bring ONE.POINT.FIVE litre water bottle .
must be ICEMOUNTAIN de .
=.=
heng its only 80cents .
if not i will sue the band .
pay this pay that .
run here run there .
we aint your dogs , so stop ordering us around .
even you all cant treat your dogs like that okays .
neverminds .
i'll survive till the end .
and then ,
i'll torture the future sec 1s !
XDXD
yeahs , i'm freaking mean .
but , who the hell cares !
LOLS .
tomorrow will sure slack again de .
and then it will be the end of school .
anyways ,
cant wait till those 'go out' days .
XD

i feel better now .
okays .
today , had PE .
my vomiting thing is backs
it was simply terrible .
felt like vomiting every second .
then its like , i also kept sneezing .
=.=
then after that had english .
that teacher .
sucks .
and , how i wish she would be gone faster .
and like yeah rights .
as if my eng fared well with her around .
my english fared better with the rest of the teachers .
anyways ,
after recess was science .
was a free period .
then it was MT .
that cher didnt come !
YAYS .
XD
so also free period .
after that was history
then we were supposed to bring the history exam paper to school .
but 21/36 students forgot .
XD
i've counted .
then its like ,
she went take her 'qinshihuang' cd for us to watch .
then those that didnt bring still had to remain standing .
then i was like , standing outside the classroom seeing whether she coming or nots .
then she caught me .
=.=
she was like ,
she : who was the one that stood outside the classroom just now ?
*quiets&she stares at me*
she : you rights ? come my table .
me : huhs ?
she : come my table .
*went to her table*
me : YES MDM TAN ?
she : tell me the truth , were you the one outside the classroom just now ?
me : yeahs .
she : for whats ?
me : for fun lors .
she : for whats ?
me : to see whether you coming anot lors .
she : see me coming for whats ?
me : for fun lors .
she : tuck in your shirt .
me : tuck in alreadys whats .
*lifts up my shirt and TADA , it was tucked in . at the front
XD
me : there . teacher , see , i tell you got tuck in le .
she : too out le , tuck in more .
*tuck in properly and walk away .*
she folded her arms in the middle of the class and talked to the whole class .
i imitated her .
HOHOHOS(:
after that was maths .
during maths , we watched ICEAGE2 .
tomorrow we're watching TOKYODRIFT .
XD
okays .
then , after school was band .
then they suddenly say have drills .
i mean like ,
no one said !
and no one ,
i repeat , no one ,
in their right mind ,
would do drills in the hot sun in the school uniform !
so this proves that band members are stupid and dumb .
good .
and halfway thru , joan left .
after band rights ,
me , abigail(baba) and jiajia went to the 3rd floor toilet .
jiajia said she liked that toilet .
=.=
so we went ,
and jiajia wanted to put her bag on the sink there .
and she hit her head on the hand-dryer .
i was calling rina at the same time .
then when she answered ,
she heard mad women laughing like mad womens .
XDXDXD
i kept laughing and saying to jiajia ,
'jiajia ! i'm not hitting my head !'
LOLS .
so funny lors .
after that went home .
didnt have any appitite .
watched tv .
going to off computer soon .
HOHOHOS(:
byebyes .

and yeahs .
today nothing happened .
usual , slacked .
after school , band .
band , suddenly got drills .
no one in their right mind will do drills in school uniform .
deyi military band members have no brains .
after band , went home .
ate dinner .
watched tv .
use computer .
yeahs , and thats all .
two more days to holidays .
i dont feel like talking todays .

PEOPLES ,
i realised my posts this days are super short .
anyways ,
i'll make a LONG NEW POST .
canberra primary has been selected as "future school" .
like , erms .
do you want our so called 'future generation' to be computer geeks ?
"at the same time , studies on how ICT can be harnessed to support the holistic
development of students' cognitive , emotional and social development will be carried out .'
and what do you mean by that ?
they will stick to the computer mores and in the end ,
will turn out as low IQ&EQ peoples ~
then you all will realised you all have made a mistake ,
like that time the hanyupinying thing .
we were your guniea pigs .
and now ,
for some of us ,
the chinese is now so lousy .
dont you think we will end up smarter without computers ,
help us do every single thing ?
i mean like ,
our brain itself is also like a computer .
god has given you a brain ,
why not use it ?
yeahs ?
anyways ,
this is just my point of view .
initially i found it quite good ,
but i realised that it aint as good as i thought .
hahas .
my sister will be part of this .
lets see how she turns out in the end .
hogging the computer everyday ?
HOHOHOS(:
i'm expecting that .
my vomiting syndrome is backs .
i feel like vomiting every second now .
early in the morning ,
when i just started to take my 1st bite on the bread ,
before i even do it ,
before i even drink water ,
i feel like vomiting le .
but , surprisingly ,
when i go to school ,
i forget about this whole thing .
until it turns really bad .
and i really really can feel the nausea at my throat .
i mean like ,
whats happening to my body ?
is it malfunctioning ?
am i malfunctioning ?
or is it cause of the "lack of sleep" ?
i sleep at 12 plus or 1 plus each day ,
wake up at 5.40 , 5.45 or 5.50 each day .
aint that enough ?
lols .
maybe i should learn to sleep more bahhs .
less sleep also not good .
anyways ,
JIAYOUS to canberra !
grats for becoming the "future school" !
but then ,
you all real bad lors .
wait until i leave the school le then do so many drastic changes !
hmpts .
XD
crow still there bahhs ?
enjoy your time with her hors .
she can be 'funny' sometimes .
O.O
LOLS .
sadly mdm lai is gone .
if not the school will be 100% fun .
cuz we used to bully her .
LOLS .
okays .
see ?
this post aint short after all .
=DDD
grats to me ~

in another 10 more posts time ,
it will be 300 posts liaos .
XD
do the math .
today , as again , slacked the whole day .
LOLS .
seriously got nothing to do .
slept most of the time .
today got DEYISTAR(:
and the girl i didnt want to win , won .
=.=
i wanted simin to win .
cuz she's from the sec one cohort .
LOLS .
i'm simply mean .
giving a young girl too much pressure .
anyways ,
took a few pics .
uploaded it at rockyou thing alreadys .
XD
today went home myself .
joan went to TTSH .
was abit like , lonely lors .
><
then went home ,
eat instant cup noodles .
ILOVETHEM .
instant cup noodles are specially created for exceptionally lazy pigs like me .
XD
really .
is like ,
they provide the seasonings&the fork .
all you have to do is add hot water and take a spoon or something .
LOLS .
then you just have to wash the spoon will do .
instead of cooking packet instant noodles ,
where you have to wash the pot , the chopsticks , the spoon , the bowl .
see ?
how convinient it is for me ?
this type of lazy peoples .
XDXDXD
cant wait for june hols .
quick come !

HOHOHOS(:
today slacked the whole day .
then got the dance thing .
dance hip-hop .
=.=
i danced like a chicken .
and that biatchy nerd was behind me , copying me .
whatever i say she also say .
whatever i do she also do .
forget its luhhs .
peoples copy me so long le .
i give up .
the more i try to prevent , the more they wanna copy .
YAYS .
so copy me lors .
idontcarele .
anyways ,
after school went novena with joan .
her dad in hospital .
*anyways , SPEEDYYY RECOVERY !
we go the hospital rights .
then got once joan accidentally walk until the mortuary there .
so scary lors .
AHHHS .
i will never go back there !
><
then we went to KFC to eat .
XDXD
YUMYUMS((:
then after that i went backs 1st .
then i very bushede joan lors .
=P
then was sad for pangseh-ing her .
rina wanted to meet me .
so i met her at amk there .
then went to my house .
slacked .
until 6 plus .
before fetching her to canberrapri there .
cuz i skipped dinner ,
so i can slowly walk backs .
XD
chers , tomorrow let us slack again ! XD

HOHOHOS(:
today rina's birthday .
then her , kai xin , jiahui , angying , wenning , jingwen and me
went to bugis .
then is like ,
i meet rina 1st .
then we both go amk meet jiahui , wenning , kaixin and angying .
then we went toa payoh to meet jingwen .
then we went bugis .
XD
angying wanted to go arcade .
so everyone go except me and kaixin .
THEN HORS .
we went to the cosmetic shop 1st .
then , LOLS .
had fun lors .
then we went to the seiyu .
go the kiddy arcade !
XDXD
and kaixin made everyone happy with just $1 .
hahas .
then we went to muji .
and bought food and drinks .
then we went to the magazine shop .
i forgot le .
XD
then after that we went to meet angying all this .
we went to take neoprints !
then hors ,
got one neoprint ,
cuz i wear off-shoulder de shirt .
then the machine didnt take the shirt !
then i look like i'm naked .
=.=
hahas .
then we went to the wallet shop ,
and i bought this bag .
its LIKE a bag .
but its more like a pouch bahhs .
$11.90 .
XD
then jingwen and kaixin went backs .
me , rina , angying , wenning , jiahui ,
went to the food court .
i didnt eat .
then jiahui keep asking , 'felicia you okays mahhs ?'
XDXD
i didnt talk much mahhs .
but got reason de .
one - nothing to say .
two - too tired le .
today go cold storage so many times lors .
buy sushi .
they buy lors .
not me .
XD
but then is nice to eat lehhs .
=/
regretted not buying .
anyways ,
we went home VERY LATE .
like , about 10 then i reach home .
XD
cuz me and rina take mrt until marina bay ,
so can sit all the way backs .
LOLS .
somemore we still went macs eat large fries .
sorry , is i buy de .
i didnt eat dinner , then was slightly hungry .
LOLS .
okays .
so now i'm so tired .
*a guy is offering me jobs .
as promoters or marketing something .
dontknow the pay yet .
please please , let the pay be high high and let me have that job .
let my friends have the job also .
=DDDD

hearing the song , 'wo ke yi' .
reminds me of canberra .
we always believed we can do alot of things .
naiive thinkings .
playful&childish .
and how i missed those times .
secondaryschool is filled with all the biatches all that .
primary school is filled with fun and laughter .
i miss canberra .
if dont count lanjut ,
i will still miss canberra .
i will still prefer canberra to that biatchy school .
i miss my ling):
i need her now lors .
haiis .
time , turn back and let me enjoy the feeling of being a primary school kid one last time .
without worries .
without cryings .
without rantings .
without biatches .
without anything .
just fun and laughter .
i missed those times okays .
i regretted not enjoying my time that time .
god , i'm sorry .
i'll learn to cherish it if you let me go back one more time .
please .
let me escape from that ghostly school .
its true whats .
hahas .
maybe i aint sad cuz of this only .
angus aka chocolates_*
he has a new girlfriend .
for the past nine days ,
he didnt call , he didnt sms .
he didnt talk to me in msn .
like what he promised to do .
he made me worry over him .
make me cry over him .
make me not concentrate on exams .
angus , i really liked you .
you made me wait so long just to see you loving another girl .
hahas .
thanks bahhs .
i'll do the same to the rest of the guys .
make them wait .
and let them feel the hurt i've felt .
let them have the feeling of betrayal .
let them know how it feels like .
dont worry .
i wont do this to my friend's boyfriends or crushes .
i'll do this to others .
happy enjoying life with your current gf , weiyi .
goodlucks to you both .

HOHOHOS(:
today band practise was tough but fun .
XD
MRSCHEE birthday lehhs .
then hors ,
got one present is from the alumi de .
then is long and rectangular .
then mrs chee say 'what is it ?'
then ms lee say 'LIZARD(:'
ms lee last day is 29th july .
=
then we took BANDPHOTO(:
LOLS .
so fun lors .
although drills whole day .
blahs .
still fun .
XD
feel like scolding someone here now .
but , forget it .
i dont want to rant here .
good .
i can finally control my rants .
ask me who is it bahhs .
i wont say the name here .
but its someone from DEYI(:
that bossy maniac .
hmpts .
just now went to IMM with family .
walk and eat .
XD
now leg so tired lors .
hahas .
BYEBYES(:

i asked alot of peoples this question today .
'if you had a chance to choose between boyfriend/girlfriend or friends , which will you choose ?'
majority girls replied 'friends .'
whereas majority guys replied 'girlfriends .'
hmms .
i thought friends were the one that helped you thru school and stuff .
guys dontknow how to appreciate friends !
BOOOOOS .
XD
anyways ,
just a gentle reminder .
DONT TALK TO ME IN MSN IF YOU JUST WANNA SAY HI .
talk to me in msn ONLY if you need to ask me something or whats .
dont like , everytime i online then say hi .
and ask how am i .
then STOP .
you do that one more time .
i wont bother to entertain you .
i have better things to do .
rather than saying 'hellos . i'm fine . you ?'
every single day .
hahas .
i said it was a gentle reminder rights ?
in the end turn out so fierce .
XD
anyways ,
june hols are coming ~
chers , please KINDLY give us less homeworks .
students , make yourselves free lehhs .
=
hahas .
okays .
today i slept during music .
LOLS .
the video was so boring lors .
=.=
and so i slept .
until both my hands turned numb .
and my mouth felt dry .
like early in the morning havent brush teeth like that .
YUCKS .
i dont want to have that feeling ever again .
XD
okays .
thats all .
BYEBYES(:

i went hyper just now .
i was jumpin around and laughing .
then i went to my sister .
she was writing her journal .
then my mother was like ,
'mei , go and bathe .'
then i was like ,
'GO !' (in that loud and sharp voice)
then after that she put her journal on the floor .
then she said , 'dont read hors .'
then i was like ,
'i saw a few words there .'
she said ,
'what words larhhs ?'
i said ,
'dear dairy .'
XDXDXD
then everyone was laughing like mad lors .
=DDDDDD
please god ,
let me be hyper tomorrow .
=DDD
i skipped dinner okays .
i ate bakua .
XD
not only chinese new year eat hors .
can also eat for fun de .
=DDD
and that was my dinner .
XDXD

today went to school .
check answers for exam papers .
check marks .
blahs .
and i found out ,
somehow , my history passed !
XD
that mushroom must have did something to it .
she wont want her beloved students to fail de luhhs .
if not later have to account to principal mahhs .
anyways ,
had a severe stomach cramp today .
used up all my energy laughing for the 1st four periods .
after that i had totally no energy .
then i rested awhile .
after school , inside the mrt , i was having abit of the energy backs le .
XD
then i went home ,
ate The Pill and felt better .
i felt so good until i ate instant noodles before eating chocolates .
i whole day feel like vomiting .
even up till now .
ahhhhhhs .
uncomfortable !
now i'm so tired .
and full .
and moodless .
no mood to do anything lors .
even picking up the phone i also lazy le .
i'm fat le luhhs .
lazy to do everything .
i keep making empty promises to myself .
XD
i'm so bad yeahs .
FIFTY DOLLARS aint enough for the whole of june lors .
i need my parent's sponser .
cuz ,
i'll be going with yunting&amanda go buy clothes&daiso .
then i will be going with kaixin&a whole lot of others go bugis .
then i will be going with rina to celebrate her birthday this sunday .
still got the rest of the june hols lehhs ?
i surely will despo to go out de .
><
hahas .
SAVESAVESAVE(:
& EXERCISE((:
no more empty promises .
XD
i will smile&laugh tomorrow .
i wont go and care my stomach cramp .
bleahs .
=\

today was half-day .
checking of marks of scripts before heading home at 9.45am .
band is cancelled .
YAYS .
and ,
i've failed one subject .
history .
XD
neverminds .
who cares about history anyways .
LOLS .
my english was done lousily also .
=X
maths , science , art , chinese were pretty average .
wish me all the best for the next exam !
XDXDXD

you're my mother you knows .
and yet i've never heard anything encouraging coming from you .
you chased me out of the house .
you slapped me when i ate slow .
when i didnt study , you said i sure fail .
when i talked to rina , you say next time i sure go NT .
you never did this to my sister .
why are you so biased ?
why you look down on my friends ?
why are you treating me like a dog ?
TELL ME .
i dont owe you a living okays .
yeahs , i MAY have came out from you ,
but , i have my rights to make friends too .
you dont rule my life .
yeahs , i'm wondering again ,
am i some child you picked up from the river side ?
if not , why are you treating me so shabbily ?
LIKE A DOG .
you never loved me .
you just provided me with the basics ,
shelter , food and electricity .
thats good enough .
thanks for not being there for me when i need you the most .
this goes to my whole family .
thank you .
ever wondered why i didnt talk at home ?
because you three are one big family .
i shouldnt interrupt shouldnt i ?
ha . ha .
enjoy your threesome life .
i dont know the freaking hell lot of you .
i dont have such thing called "family" .
strangers ?
yeahs , of cuz have .
XD
the peoples i live with are strangers .
new word .
S-T-R-A-N-G-E-R-S .
understandable ?
good .
and this is how you treat me .

you : wow...seems like u not tired one hor... on the phone for so long... stop talking to rina for so long... alrdy tell u dun mix around with her so often and yet u dun want to listen... sorry to say that... she cannot study and yet u will be influence by her then u know... her mind now keep thinking abt boys boys boys... how to study...

me : now is after exams . cant i even have some rest ?

you : i nvr say cannot... i mean u not tired of holding on to the phone for so long meh

BLAHBLAHBLAH*

you : by the time u feel tired, is alrdy no good for ur neck.. dun say after exam give u rest... before exam u also like that... i alrdy keep quiet and dun want to say alrdy... u better improve urself or else u will end up like her go normal... better be careful

me : you've never ever said anything encouraging to me befores de lors .

you : study is for ur own good...is up to u to listen... who say i nvr encourage u...i keep telling u to go and study but u nvr lor..if u dun study not sure fail meh

me : when you say i sure fail , you know it lowers my confindence by ALOT ? sometimes you dont have to study to pass .

you : if u study will pass lor .. i mean if u study will sure pass lor .. then make sure u understand the question lor .. aiya,.....is up to u lah.. u want to listen or dun want to listen is up to u lor.. whatever i want to say is alrdy say..make sure nxt term u do well.. nobody is born perfect one lah.. u can study one..but need alot of pushing..that is what ur primary sch teacher say one..u both also need alot of pushing.. i alrdy vry good, i nvr push u all vry hard..u see some parents really push their children vry hard lor..u still want to compare....is up to u lor

why is it that everytime we talk you need to add jolyn in ?
i know she's freaking important to you .
but , show some respect to me can ?
i'm your so called daughter .
i aint some toy .
so treat me with respect .
i respected you for so many years ,
so show me my due respect .
i dontknow this "family" .
i'll save up .
i'll save loads of money .
i'll move away next time .
you all treat me shabbily ,
i shall treat you all like dogs too .
*GO BOY ! FETCH !
see whether you all like or nots .
you all treat me like that for 13 years le .
i'll count every year .
and i'll do the same back to you .
and yeahs , i'm being mean .
so ?
thats why you all did to me ,
so it's my turn soon .
BYEBYES .

dont worrys .
this wont affect tomorrow .
if i cant be happy tomorrow ,
i'll use force .
i'll make you all happy , you'll see .
=P

okays .
so i complained that yesterday was freaking hot .
today was freaking cold .
then raining very heavily .
then joan didnt bring umbrella ,
dont want my umbrella also .
then i walked in the rain with her&rina .
then when i reached into 108 ,
everyone was like , 'felicia you just bathe arhhs ?'
=.=
then i was shivering like hell .
board the bus , shirt&skirt still wet .
bus damned cold .
science center damned cold .
omni theatre damned cold .
=.=
anyways , i took new photos .
they are already uploaded in the rockyou thing above .
=))
today , i felt so cold , hungry and tired ,
until i felt it was tiring even to open my mouth .
sorry joan .
XD
anyways ,
thanks to kaixin for her chocolate ~
=DDDD
i'll savour it later .
then after school , met rina at my house downstairs .
cuz she didnt bring money for lunch ,
so we walked all the way to her house .
and she found out she had no key .
=.=
so we went to the minimart eat instant noodles , like yesterday !
i'm going to go botak soon if i continue life like this .
XD
tomorrow is going to be a better day .
=DDD
ohh yeahs ,
who is free this few days ?
i'm craving to take neoprints .
XD
i didnt take neos for like , a thousand years le .
HELPSOMEONE .
take neos with me please .
=DDDD
hahas .
inform me in msn okays ?
BYEBYES .
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

shant talk about school today .
it sucked .
the weather is so freaking hot .
and we have to sit in the sun from 0900-1035 .
then recess until 1110 .
then went up to hall , went back to class ,
slacked until school ended .
BLAHS .
shouldnt have come today .
nothing to do also .
i'm looking forward to tomorrow .
going to the omnimax theatre .
hahas .
i didnt go befores .
XD
i want to thank
x joan
x rina
x my mother
for telling me not to think to much about that HONEYBIATCH .
that special someone who i want to kill .
muahahahas .
anyways ,
just now went to This Fashion .
remembered the two women who came out of that shop ,
and said loudy , 'there de yi fu KANASAI .'
XD
i bought one shirt and one skirt to vent my anger .
and , YAYS .
i'm chilled .
i hope her piercing rots okays .
and , since claudia said i was disgusting ,
i wont add the maggots part .
BYEBYES(:
=DDD

happy mother's day to all mothers .
including YONGQI(:
LOLS .
i'm not a mother yet , so no need wish me happy mothers' day .
XD
anyways , today went to my grandmother's house order pizza .
=DDD
and satay .
long time didnt eat le lors .
now my throat hurts .
XD
then after that went to my other grandmother's house .
then got hamster there .
the hamster is simply fat&cute .
awwws .
=DDDD
tomorrow got school lors .
go school also watch interhouse tournament only .
boring dao yao si .
XD
BYEBYES(:
=DDDDDDDDDDD

i deleted that previous post to omit any misunderstanding .
i dont want to ruin my friendship with anyones .
OKAYS .
so today me&yunting went out .
XD
this was what happened .
10.55am , i called yunting .
she was still at home .
said she will be ready by 11.30am .
so i waited .
and kept changing clothes .
then at 11.25 , i realised the nail polish on my toenails ,
look simply hideous .
then i called her and told her to take her own sweet time to come ,
cuz i'll be re-painting my toenails .
then she said she will come up .
then when she come , i was waiting for the nail polish to dry .
XD
so we slacked for a while .
then we went out about 12pm .
then went to mrt .
we went to woodlands 1st ,
to meet claudia .
then after that ,
when reach admiralty , yunting then remembered to called claudia .
=.=
reach woodlands le ,
wait for a long long time .
a thousand and one trains passed .
and she came .
but at the same time the mrt came .
so we asked her to board the train 1st .
later inside train she come find us .
then she like , pek chek lors .
in the end she went home ,
without even meeting us .
=.=
then me&yunting went j8 ,
eat lunch and walk around .
then we went to amkhub .
we went to fairprice .
XD
and i made a fool of myself there .
got once ,
yunting : i'm going to cook spagethi for my mother tomorrow .
me : HUHS ?
yunting : i'm going to cook for my mother tomorrow , no need to big reaction .
me : later she constipation , like amanda ! then have to stuff things up the .. 3 letter word , no wait , SEVEN letter word .
yunting : whats that word ?
me : ASSHOLE . XD
i kept laughing lors .
i went mad at fairprice .
i told her about the flour thing that time .
XDXD
and we saw , MRDONTAY .
then i told her about the horror walk thing .
hahas .
then after a while more , we went home .
=
and i got this stupid stomachache .
it doesnt want to go away .
XD
okays .
thats my day .
i dont know how tomorrow will turn out .
but i hope it will be a happy day like today .
=DDD
BYEBYES .
=DDDD

YAYS .
my blog is backs !
just now cannot go lors .
keep saying forbidden 403 .
=.=
then i like , almost want to cry .
cuz this blog is my xinganbaobei worhhs .
=DD
its with me for one year and one month .
plus minus .
today i went to causeway point ~
spent over $100 .
but i went with my mom .
XD
so she pay lors .
=P
today the art is like ,
my paint just wont dry .
then i had to use my fingers to keep pressing it to let the excess paint stick to my fingers lors .
=
but , i think its the best art i've ever done in my life .
XD
but i scared fail lors .
anyways ,
yunting ask if i'm free tomorrow .
maybe going out .
HAHAS .
YAYS .
=DD
long time didnt go out with friends le ,
as in , wear home clothes .
i want to go somewhere further than amk .
i'm sick&tired of amkhub .
there's like ,
although got alot of things ,
i walk there TOO MANY times le .
walk until siians liaos .
XD
okays .
wish me all the best for the art .
BYEBYES .
=DD

just now in msn ,
i went HYPER .
=DD
i began telling EVERYONE
HELLOS(:
XD
alot of peoples usual reply were ,
'ya ?'
'yes ?'
' ??'
'hi'
'how are you ?'
'hello'
'=.='
LOLS .
but it was fun lors .
sorry if i disturbed anyone .
XD

i will be happy from today on .
i'll smile and laugh .
you all will never see me sad again .
you all will never hear me crying again .
you all will never hear me talking about my problems again .
i wont burden you all .
i'll just smile and laugh .
just to make you all happy .
i'll be happy 24/7 .
if i'm not happy , i'll force myself to be .
i wont end up crazy .
its cuz of you all i do this .
i will never be a burden ever again .
i will not ruin friendships again .
i will smile and be happy 24/7 .
i'll force .
force it out .
make sure all the sadness and problems are inside me only .
i wont show .
you all wont know the difference .
i'll be happy 24/7 .
ohyes i will .
BYEBYES(:

xueying&i was talking about disproportionate bodies ,
when , i remembered something .
today when me&joan(: was walking through sunplaza ,
she told me to look at a woman .
the woman was simply HUMONGOUS !
she was like , 180cm ?
and weight about 95kg ?
and one more thing .
she was wearing this shirt ,
low cut .
and her boobs are like , size E ?
and half of her boobs were visible .
and she walked and walked .
they bounced and bounced .
SIMPLY OBSCENE .
ahhhhhs .
obscenity ; obscenity ; obscenity .
okays .
after i saw her ,
i couldnt close my mouth .
what if i turn out like that one day also ?
oh god , i promise you to exercise .
but not now , i'm having exams .
please please prevent me from becoming that size .
i'm scared okays .
i wonder , how did she become that size ?
i mean , i'm not trying to be offensive ,
but , i'm just curious .
hmms .
i am shocked .
thats all i can say .
no offence to anyone .
=))

i'm going to freak out .
arts freaking me out .
exbfs freaking me out .
friends freaking me out .
today is the maths exam paper one .
one hour is not enough !
the 1st 15minutes i was complaining to myself that it was hot ,
and i used one whole packet of tissues .
the day is simply humid .
somemore i sit at the back .
no fan , no wind , no ventilation .
after 15minutes , i realised i havent started .
the exam ends at 9am ,
and at 8.30 , i was only at question 6 .
there are 13 questions in all .
i was like , ' shit , need to rush .'
and i rushed like hell okays .
i finished the paper at 8.50am .
YAYS ME .
=DD
then i checked my paper .
for the very 1st time in my life .
and i found that i had a mistake .
i changing it halfways ,
the cher bellowed ,
'STOP WRITING .'
i jumped up okays .
i was totally frightened .
i almost shouted 'OHMYGOD !'
XD
then passed the paper in front .
and realised alot of peoples didnt finish the paper .
poorthings .
JIAYOUS tomorrow !
=DD
i think i lost alot of water today lors .
sweat like waterfall like that .
then after the exam , me&joan(: went to amkhub .
then we saw kaixin&diyana(:
and we went to the fairprice xtra .
then me , kaixin&diyana(: went to the toy section .
leaving joan to push the trolley blindly .
XD
then after that i went to find her .
hahahas .
then we went to the bra section !
and the other women sections .
=DD
after that went for lunch at the ..
whatever place lors .
dontknow the name .
then kaixin dont want to eat .
joan helped us order .
=DD
then they say i eat slow .
=.=
then went home .
rushing art .
no idea how to do it also .
XD
peoples , give me some ideas please .
=DDD
thanks thanks .
just now jiwei& burning_cell@hotmail.com talked to me .
i got freaking pissed with them .
then chocolates_* went online .
and he talked to me .
i feel so happy .
LOLS .
maybe cuz they two my ex , then i dontwant talk to them bahhs .
XD
i'm so mean .

the history paper was far from easy .
i finished it within one hour and slept the next hour .
then that cher was distributing the strings .
then i didnt response , cuz was sleeping .
then he come to my table .
*bang bang bang*
then i was like , 'HUHS ?'
then he said , 'use the string tie your paper .'
=.=
as if i didnt know that .
okays , then the exam over , blahs .
then me&joan take mrt go back .
then she need to alight at northpoint to ..
meet her mother i think .
so i sat one more stop alone .
the mrt was like going so slow .
until i could count how many leaves were there in each tree that went past .
anyways ,
so its like , when i reached the traffic light , i searched my bag for my key .
see how efficient i am ?
XD
then i COULDNT FIND it .
i was like , 'shit . such a hot day and no key to go back home .'
my first thought was the minimart .
i didnt think of sunplaza which was so damned near !
so i walked all the way under the hot sun to cps there de minimart .
i messaged yunting on the way ,
and she said she would accompany me at the minimart there !
=DD
so i went there ,
she isnt there yet mahhs .
so i bought instant noodles .
was trying a new favour when i noticed it has a tomatoey taste and smell .
halfway thru , i threw the food away .
at the same time , yunting , amanda&claudia came .
=DD
we went to the nearby sitting place and talked about ghost stories .
LOLS .
then we talked about a whole lot of other stuffs .
then after that pei amanda went to her house ,
cuz yunting wanted to make her house neat&tidy for us .
amanda said that her neighbours were weird .
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we went to yunting's house .
then claudia&me were slacking .
yunting&amanda so guaikia .
there studying .
then amanda had to go , cuz she need to go her ahma house .
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then left me , yunting and claudia .
we mostly slacked .
XD
took some photos .
will showcase in the rockyou thing later .
we had fun okays .
=DD
tomorrow is maths paper one .
BLEAHS .
lets hope i pass okays ?
lets hope everyone pass .
with flying colours .
=DD

I'M GROWING FAT OKAYS .
if you wanna know why .
i tell you what my lunch today consists of .
2 packets of JusTea .
one slice of chocolate cake .
natadecoco .
twisties .
potatochips .
one roll of mentos .
icecream .
you tell me , wont fat is fake de lors .
blame my mother . =DD
she dont allow me to eat instant noodles .
so , i ate SO MANY junk food .
SURE FAT ONE .
for the next few days ,
no matter how ravenous i become ,
i wont eat i wont eat i wont eat .
XD
TODAY IS HOT OKAYS .
the weather sucks .
how i wish its december how .
=DD
december is cold like , nobody's business .
so cold until even if i wore long pants and long sleeves also feel cold .
i aint bragging .
anyways .
this art thing hors .
is driving me up the wall to the ceiling .
have no idea .
practically no idea on what and how to draw .
die lors .
i got so hyper on hearing the 'rock this party .'
cuz got the EVERYBODYDANCENOW(:
DANCE DANCE DANCE .
DANCE YOUR ASSES OF PEOPLES !
XD
hyper-ings in progress ~
DANCEDANCEDANCE(:
LOLS .
hyperness over .
art time .
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BORING LUHHS .
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to all the couples together above one month .
congrats and i wish you all will be together forever .
may you all have evalasting love .
live together , die together .
well , goodlucks to your lives .
dont end up like me .
=))

today went to esplanade to have lunch .
then went to marina square .
then went to somewhere to find lifejacket for my father .
then went to see puppies .
awws .
i hope they have gotten my hint .
i wanted a puppy for years .
my sis is scared of them lehhs .
fuck
thanks to her , i may not be keeping one .
my parents are considering .
hmms .
all the best .

erms . okays .
today was quite okays .
i'll type down what happened from the time i slept until now .
=DD
i had this very weird dream .
i dreamt that my mother wanted me dead .
she had cooked honey and gave me the biggest portion .
in front of me , she poured the whole bottle of poison in .
i ran into another room , crying .
i picked up the phone and wanted to call joan&rina .
but when i picked up the phone ,
at the same time my grandmother called .
she kept asking where i was and i kept saying huh .
suddenly my godmother came on the line ,
she talked about us going to the beach and playing with pig lanterns .
everything came to life .
i saw everything my godmother say come to life .
suddenly i was back into the room ,
then somehow or another ,
angela became my cousin .
she took the phone and talked to me .
i told her i wanted to call others ,
but she didnt want to put down .
after a few pleas ,
she finally hung up .
i picked up the phone to call peoples .
when ......
i woke up cuz my mother screamed my name ,
and my dad banged the door of my room&off-ed the aircon .
it was only 12.33pm !
(PS . i slept at 12.30am the day before)
cant a girl have SOME rest ?
=.=
i hate my family .
No , wait ,
i dont have a family .
i hate the strangers i live with .
i wasnt even the least bit rude to her okays .
in three hours ,
she kept telling me to read the science textbook FIVE times .
i buaytahan then tell her to stop saying only whats .
then say i rude , go and complain to THAT man .
then he say me larhhs .
she happy lors .
i know larhhs ,
i aint your kid rights ?
you all trying to find a time to tell me only rights ?
now you all enjoy your time torturing me 1st lors .
then after that tell me i was either adopted or picked up from the river .
corrects ?
should be lors .
if not why you all treat that BRAT so good and treat me like SHIT.
i'm the vilian , i'm like an escaped convict .
happy now ?
you three are like a family .
i dont have a family .
i dontknow what is a family .
no dad , no mum , no sis .
went to thomson plaza just now .
went to the swensens .
my chocolate addiction has come backs .
=DD
my blackpepper addiction also came backs .
dontknow how many thousand years didnt go swensens le .
LOLS .
then after that headed to AMK hub .
XD
walked until about 9.15pm .
then went home .
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tomorrow going to esplanade .
go eat lunch with uncle they all .
must wake up 10plus .
YAWNS .
dontwant lehhs .
=X
LOLS .
i think this is a very long post lors .
XD

i'm really boredds !
everyone is like , busy .
either with blogs or something else .
=.=
someone chat with me lehhs .
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i want to get over the sadness of losing a cute& decidedly handsome stead .
ohhs .
i'm single .
see ?
i'm announcing .
to make me less boredds ,
i keep putting alcohol on my ear very 2 minutes .
as in , not ear ,
but the piercings .
=DD
i have nothing to do ~
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everyone takes practically 5 mins to reply one message .
=.=
YAWNS
okays .

we cant even be called a couple .
you are online , you didnt set to busy ,
and yet you aint talking to me .
i'm a girl , i dont want to make the 1st move .
i aint the one with the lanjiao .
why not you make the 1st move for once ?
say hi to me or something .
that'll make my day .
come on , lets just silently break .
we'll pretend we dont know each other .
if one day , you suddenly realised i wasnt talking to you or whats ,
and you want to talk to me ,
you can .
if you want to patch one day ,
i dont mind .
you're too nice for me to resist .
but , you're too cold for me to accept .
just because we didnt talk for a few weeks and you can be so cold to me .
you fought with your dad , yeahs .
i tried comforting you , didnt i ?
i even promised you i'll wait for you .
even when i aint sure i will .
all you want from me is go out and kiss .
but , you didnt think of me .
you may be hungry for kisses but i aint .
my 1st kiss still with me .
you simply just dont understand me , do you ?
okays , nvms .
i dontknows you anymores .
from today on ,
felicia is confirmed single .
she wont waste her efforts finding a stead anymores .
if a guy wants her to be his stead , then she'll gladly accept .
if there isnt anyone ,
she'll remain a loner .
she wont be so desperate as to go to habbo or whats to find one .
she firmly believes her prince will come one day .
yes , she is childish .
but there's nothing you can do about it .

okays .
so i'm single again .
today during MT paper 2 ,
i was having double visions .
cant see clearly .
then i slept for 1 minute ,
wake up ,
do 3 questions ,
sleep for 1 minute .
and so on so forth .
when i looked at the questions ,
everything became a blur .
cant see .
all words jumbled up .
then rest for 30 mins ,
paper 1 came .
done the paper in about one hour ,
and sat there for 30 mins stoning .
LOLS .
then i caught mr tan staring at me .
i was like , 'eee' then i turned away .
joan said he was looking at our socks .
he pervert luhhs he .
eeeeyyyers .
surprisingly ,
for the paper one ,
i was wide awake .
scary luhhs .
LOLS .
didnt feel like talking .
too tireds .
maybe cuz its exam period than i dont feel like talking .
or is it because of the morons who stared at me ?
hmms .
dontknows .
=DDD
i did a test ,
and they said there was a 89% chance that i'll go to hell .
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where can like that de .
then joan&amanda both 29% onlys !
am i that bad ?
yeahs , i'm the baddie , i'm the villian .
anything happens blame me bahhs .
ha .

i did more tests !
=DDD

You Are 65% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.

You Are a Pinky
You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.
You get along well with: The Ring Finger
Stay away from: The Thumb

You Are 52% Selfish
You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved.But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

Your True Birth Month Is June
Fussy
Abiding
Friendly
Stubborn
Talkative
Sensitive
Executive
Hesitating
Easily hurt
Active mind
Easily bored
Daydreamer
Loves to joke
Tends to delay
Temperamental
Brand conscious
Loves to dress up
Having lots of ideas
Good debating skills
Funny and humorous
Thinks far with vision
Prone to getting colds
Polite and soft-spoken
Able to show character
Seldom show emotions
Knows how to make friends
Easily influenced by kindness
Takes time to recover when hurt
Choosy and always wants the best
Those who love me are enemies;
Those who hate me are friends

You Are Somewhat Mature
You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Your Personality Is Like Acid
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.One moment you're in your own little happy universe...And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

later then add mores .
=DD

addeds .

You Are 56% Girly
You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

You Are 77% Impulsive
You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility. It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!


What Felicia Means
F is for Flawless
E is for Enchanting
L is for Lucky
I is for Impassioned
C is for Calm
I is for Intense
A is for Amorous

You Would Choose Love
Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.And while many people may claim they would choose love too...You're one of the few who would really do it.

Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: DeerAnimal You Were in a Past Life: PandaYou are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

i realised my friendster testimonials and comments are actually ,
full of flooding .
i havent flooded anyone in ages ,
and when i do ,
i get tired very easily .
my immunity is down .
my mood is down .
today was VERY tired .
just wanted to sleep&sleep .
also dontknows why i so tired .
ohhyeahs .
am i so hateful ?
hateful until ms lee&mr tan have to deng me .
=.=
i'm never talking to them again .
i regretted liking that moron .
i regretted praising that bitch .
hmpts .
okays .
erms .
so today was quite tired lors .
but at least abit enjoyable .
=DD
cuz ,
got alot of free periods .
YAYS .
then i can sleep .
then during one of the free periods ,
it was english mahhs .
we changed english cher le .
changed to a cher called mrs sng (aka mrs sour)
then she saw my shirt tucked out ,
ask me tuck in .
1st time she ask me to tuck in , i dont care .
then i want to go toilet ,
she dontwant give me pass unless i tuck in my shirt .
asshole .
then i tuck in le ,
she give the pass ,
i went out ,
and tuck out again .
=DDDD
mr tan said , 'if i catch anyone tucking out their shirts from term 3 onwards ,
i will make that person tuck out the shirt wherever he or she goes .
and if the DM catches you ,
tell them say is mr tan ask you all to tuck out .
and if i catch anyone wearing ankle socks so low
until you cant see the socks ,
i'll make sure you take off your shoes and socks and walk barefoot the whole day .'
saii de luhhs .
this kind of cher also have .
puiis ,
i dont love this kind of basturds .
anyways ,
sorry if i hurt-ed anyone's feelings today .
i didnt mean it .
was just tired .
simply very tired .
hadnt had a peaceful&fruitful sleep the past few weeks .
YAWNS .
tomorrow chinese exam .
i can be sure i'll flunk it .
badly .
well , i hope not .
=DD
all the best to all deyians .
especially to onezeroeight .
best of luck to everyone who's having exams .
JIAYOUS PEOPLES .
=DD
all the best&may you all pass with flying colours .
like how i hope I will pass .
LOLS .
i'm going to edit ALL my photos and put it all in friendster .
=))

i promised myself i must be happy today .
and i did it , surprisingly .
LOLS .
cause i only had 4 hours + of sleep last night .
so i didnt expect myself to be happy this morning .
i expected a sleepy felicia .
not a keep-on-smiling-and-laughing-like-a-mad-woman felicia .
LOLS .
i think i'm TOO TIRED ,
thats why i'm acting like mad .
LOLS .
why do i keep saying lols ?
LOLS .
i'm happy .
cuz chocolates_* talked to me , finally .
i'm so freaking happy .
i'm skipping dinner .
i'm slimming down !
i hope .
=DD
today's a short post ,
cuz i'm tired .
YAWNS .
=DD

happy labour day
wish you all had a "happy holiday"
today ,
my family and i ,
almost went to plaza singapura , but it was so CROWDED
cuz the istana was open .
=.=
anyways ,
so we went to VIVOCITY
cuz of the daiso .
before heading off to VELOCITY for dinner .
=.=
then actually wanted to go amk hub de .
but ,
my mother not happy luhhs .
today keep on acting as if i stepped on her tail or something .
bleahs .
since i wake up until now .
i mean like ,
i sleep late then wake up late .
aint that the most righteous thing to do ?
ever seen a person , sleeping late and waking up early ,
on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY ?
anyways ,
when we were at vivocity ,
we went to this pet shop .
then its like ,
they sell this dog , called the shze tzu .
SOMETHING LIKE THAT .
then its like SO CUTE .
and it costs $1180
its quite okays for a small dog actuallys .
i saw small dogs costing like , 3k and over befores .
my mother say we may keep that dog .
YAYS .
i've been wanting a dog since ,
i was born ?
LOLS .
tomorrow got school luhhs .
i'm simply boredds .
lalalas .
i want that dog .
=DD
so small , so cute .
i wanted to buy clothes .
but , haiis .
usual , no money .
i'm poor .
either the clothes too matured , no money or the shop not open .
god dont want me to spend money on clothes luhhs .
haiis .
i think she is angry lehhs .
i mean like ,
seriously , the post before aint about her .
its some bitch i met in habbo .
i'm sorry if you thought its you .
its not you .
really .
dont be mad at me luhhs .
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iloveall my friends .
i'm happy .
i'm happy 24/7 .