OMGS .
OMGS .
OMGS .
OMGS .
OMGS .
OHH MY GOD !!
actually its nothing to be happy about .
ITS JUST THAT .
ITS MY 100TH POST IN THIS BLOG ALREADY !
WOW !!
SO FAST !!
lols .
i'm happy over this type of things .
zzz
really lehhs .
my mood swings are acting up now almost everyday .
i try and try to keep on smiling and talk talk talk .
but then .
my mood swings act up hors .
then .
sometimes i will like , anyhow scold peoples .
sometimes i will just feel like crying .
sometimes i will just feel like sleeping .
i keep thinking of valentines day .
it keeps ringing in my head .
valentins day valentines day valentines day .
lalalas .
just now i cried .
in the mrt .
zzz
its like , i dont know why .
i just cried .
tears dropped onto my skirt .
then there were 2 other strangers with me that time .
we were in the same mrt .
then they were staring at me .
cuz they sit quite close to me .
within seeing distance .
then other people all cant see .
then they stare and stare .
then i was like , WTF ARE YOU LOOKING AT ? DIDNT SEE GIRL CRY BEFORE ISSIT ?
then they were like , hmpt .
well .
dont care them .
then hors .
my PWE de group members very what lorx .
got three gals and two guys .
one gal is me , of cuz .
then hors .
cuz today we went computer lab research herbs .
out of the two gals , one was using the comp and the other doing her own things .
the one using the comp kept saying , SO SLOW !!
then the two guys .
one kept talking rubbish and the other kept saying ' WAH CAO ! SO SLOW ! SO LOUSY !'
then i helped them by telling them to search the question .
but then .
did they listen ?
HECK NO !
shit that whole lot of peoples .
they dont want their marks , i want !
i dont want my life being ruined because of those uncooperative peoples !
hmpt .

bernard beens complaining of me not blogging frequently .
zzz
well .
here's a post .
kinda busy now .

today hors .
need to go to the health promotion board .
to checkup .
zzz
my back lorx .
its abit curved mahhs .
then they say have to go back every 6 months .
but then hors .
today .
the person say , you'll come back in 9 months time .
i am like so happy lorx .
then she said .
if you better or same then we can discharge you totally soon .
i was like , YAYS ! FINALLY !
then went to giant supermarket thingy .
WHATEVER .
i've been wearing my jacket the whole day .
zzz
so cold .
later going to abigail house to lend her homework .
i didnt take lehhs .
zzz
i dont care .
i'm wearing jeans .
i hope i still can wear them .
i didnt wear them for like , half a year already .
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this few days i am depressed .
damned depressed .
also dont know why .
cry over the littlest things .
feeling sad the whole day .
dont tell me i'm becoming to be like last year .
i dont want .
i want to be cheerful .
maybe i'll accompany kai xin to the yowings .
lols .
if she want me to accompany , that is .

YES !
I'M GOING TO YOGA CLASS !
muahahas !
i need my beauty sleep man !
i'm losing so much sleep this days !
zzzz
tired .
yesterday got pe .
then we do yoga .
then my mom going also .
so i also go larhhs .
they say can help in sleep .
=DD
and hors .
i did A REAL DUMB ASS thing yesterday .
cuz hui jun say that my eyebrows going together le .
i noticed it a long time ago .
but always forget to go and cut it .
i think the correct term is cut .
lols .
then hors .
i last night go and cut .
then accidentally cut half of my right side eyebrow off .
zzz
actually is not half .
is one quarter .
but i was like , OMGS !
then i didnt know what to do .
so i laughed .
laughed my bloody ass off .
muahahas .
this morning i told joan .
then she was like , 'orhhs .'
i thought she will laugh .
lols .
i amuse myself .
=))

this is my so called perfect life that everyone wants .
haha .
today school was quite okk .
dont feel like talking about anything else now .
except how angry i am !
actually , is not angry .
is just disappointed .
kkays .
its about bernard .
as you all know , i'm damned strict on punctuality .
like , if i say call at 2pm , you must call at 2pm .
if not i'll get damned fed up with you .
BUT .
i got give allowance de .
like hors .
i say call at 2 rights ?
i give you 10 mins 1st .
then after 10 mins , you still havent call , i will be angry .
BUT .
i give you another 5 mins .
if you dont call within that 5 mins , then too bad .
i'll be very angry with you .
damned angry .
today this was what happened with me and bernard .
i waited .
hand clutching the phone inside my pocket .
i was waiting .
i had a whole lot of things to tell him .
like , i was free on 14th feb .
after band .
then he could meet me .
i waited and waited .
no vibration .
i waited somemore .
i saw the time , 2.15pm .
i started to delete his phone num from my sms log .
then i accidently sent a blank message to him .
then he called .
i knew that time .
he had forgotten .
although i am a damned forgetful person ,
i wont forget to call people at the time they want me to call them at .
except for a few times .
but .
i will never forget to call my boyfriend at the time he wants .
and he still can call me his girlfriend !
he must be having too much fun until forget me bahhs .
i wanna thank him for forgetting me .
if he didnt forget , i wont be here being so depressed .
so , thanks bernard .
you made me feel how i felt last year .
sad , depressed , moody , uninterested in anything .
i really hope we can last till valentines day .
yeah , i really hope so .

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
-dont remember . a few years back .
2. If you were drafted into a war,would you survive?
-that depends .
4. Have you ever drank milk straightout of the carton?
-yeah , of cuz ! i'm lazy to pour it into a cup . ><
5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
-never entered one .
7. How fast can you type?
-how i know ?
8. Are you afraid of the dark?
-yes . very .
9. Eye color?
-i never noticed . should be black .
11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
-erms . whats the difference ?
12. Do you knock on wood?
-as in ?
15. Can you hoola hoop?
-i'm a pro =))
16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
-quite okk . if you ask me to dont say , i wont . =))
17. What do you want for Christmas?
-i want a boyfriend who understands me very well .
18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
-i dont know . but i love muffins !
19. Do you talk in your sleep?
-erms . i dont know . should be no . BUT MY SIS DOES ! =DD
20. Who wrote the book of love?
-no idea
21. Have you ever flown a kite?
-YEAH !
23. Do you consider yourself successful?
-at this age ? no
24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
-do i look like i care ?
25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
-i asked for money .
26. Plans for tomorrow?
-no plans yet .
28. Missing someone now?
-nopes . angry at someone now .
29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
-erms . let me think . like , last year ?
31. How are you feeling today?
-hurt , depressed , stupid .
32. Are you black?
-SATAY COLOUR ! =DD
33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
-nopes .
34. What are you looking forward to?
-erms . valentines day ?
35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
-nopes .
37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
-EWW . HECK NO !
38. Can you handle the truth?
-yeah . but it takes me awhile .
39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
-WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ? OMGS . GREEN EGGS . YUCKS .
40. What 3 things you always bring w/you to places?
-handphone . wallet . house key . =))
41. Any cool scars?
-i won't say its cool .
42. Do you like or have a crush onanyone? Do they know?
-lols . no one .
43. How many kids do you plan on having?
-depends .
44. What do you do when no one is watching?
-I SING !
45. Have you ever been in love?
-i dont really remember .
46. Do you talk to yourself?
-yupps .
47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
-yeah . TRUE love .
48.Three things about the prefered sex that you first notice?
-the looks , the height , the weight .
49.Who are you thinking about right now?
-myself .
50. Who did you last hug?
-wow . thats like , let me think . 8 YEARS AGO ?
51. Where is your phone?
-on top of the box of sweets i'm eating now .
52. What was the last thing you ate?
-instant noodles .
54. Favorite Color?
-black , pink , white , skyblue , purple .
55. What is the last movie watched?
-dont remember .
56. What song do you currently hear?
-lin jun jie 'zhi dui ni shuo' .
57. What do you want?
-i want a caring and understanding boyfriend .
58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list?
-depends . i did once . =))
59. What TV show are you watching?
-not watching tv .
60. When was the last time you kissed someone ?
-LET ME THINK . LET ME THINK ! omgs . its like , never .

today hors .
mr tan dance the banana dance !
he looks so cute dancing it .
lols .
then joan laugh until tears come out . like jia hui .
=))
cuz we playing the so-called bomb game .
then someone say . something something something then mr tan bomb .
then he didnt reply .
also got other peoples larhhs .
but then we want mr tan alone .
so the rest no need .
i not affected .
=))
kkays .
thats for VE .
english .
the ms haryati hors .
she talking about the children thingy .
then she said something about , she can kick her child , beat him/her all this .
then the back door suddenly bang .
then she say the same thing happen in 1/6 .
just that in 1/6 is front door close .
erms .
shant talk about it anymores .
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I WENT INTO BAND ~
my cousin recommend saxaphone .
i think thats how to spell it .
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abigail went into leo club .
kai xin go choir . ALL BY HERSELF .
scary lehhs .
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joan also joined band .
=))
today i damned bad mood .
then keep easily getting angry at everyone .
especially joan .
sorry joan .
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my mood swings damned bad today .
i awhile happy , awhile sad .
awhile angry . awhile want to breakdown .
then just now bernard called .
he asked me when i want my christmas present .
then i want to cry already .
cuz near his birthday that time i told him i want to break with him .
but in the end also never break .
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then he still buy christmas present for me .
but then i still think he like a girl call shelina .
i think thats how to spell her name .
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erms .
i going back to my dear old school this friday .
happy haPpY . HAPPY .
=))
canberra primary !!
oh god , i miss that big place so much .
if i can go back , that is .
BUT I REALLY MISS THAT PLACE AND ALL ITS PEOPLE IN THERE .
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i lived 6 years of my life there .
6 years of my crucial important once in a lifetime life .
ahhs .
i'll never forget canberra .
if cant , then i 10th march go .
=))

fang kai shou .
by milk .
he is so shuai .
and the song he sings are so pleasing to the ears .
i hear his fang kai shou ,
i want to cry already .
lols .
it sounds sad .
maybe cuz i tired thats why everything sounds sad to me .
zZz .
sleeping soon ~
having double visions already .
gudnyts ~

forgot to say yesterday i also went to the new shopping center at amk .
although it wasnt fully opened . =))
and the amk central . or is it center ? WHATEVER .
i went there with joan .
=))
by the ways .
i finished doing MOST of my homework .
=))
yesterday's hard work paid off .
I FINALLY GOT MY CD ~
the milk de .
milk as in the singer .
not the drink .
dont insult my idol .
DONT !
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the song so nice .
ALL THE SONGS .
=DD

today .
nothing to say liaox .
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lols .
I HATE HISTORY , GET ME ?
HISTORY SUCKS .
then yesterday rights .
got go computer lab .
then i cant see the teacher .
then i said , 'ehhs ? zombie not here arhhs ?'
then after that i saw her sitting on a chair .
zZz .
=.=
lols .
i hate the ..
JACINTA lorx .
she so big sized .
and SHE DONT KNOW THAT !
then she SO noisy .
HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER .
dont know her limits de .
shit her .

its totally amazing what a person can do for money .
=))
i've experienced it .

this few days i damned lazy .
dont feel like doing homework , although only got abit .
then in class , keep wanting to sleep .
zZz .
then dont understand .
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aiyas . WHO CARES ?!?
no one cares about my life anyways .
hmms .
this morning got stomach ache .
then i was like , 'HELP ? I'M GONNA FAINT .'
i mean , i didnt say it out loud , i just screamed in my own head .
then the PE was like horrible !
push-ups , scissors jump and sit ups .
do ALOT lehhs .
then the sit up got no one help you hold your leg de .
but is make your shoulder come up can already .
=))
so i'm enjoying my life in deyi so far .
ohh yeah .
me and rina rights .
we fought on the mrt station on monday .
the problem is this .
i was trying to make joan laugh .
cuz i like peoples laughter .
makes me laugh too .
=))
then rights .
she was there , leaning on the wall , shaking her head .
like she very cool like that .
PUII LARHHS .
she cool ?
she act only larhhs .
zZz .
hmms .
cca .
i most likely joining symphonic band ~!
=))
then ..
OHH YEAH .
bernard .
well , we're over .
i think so .
he's acting like i'm a stranger to him .
haiis .
then .
although i dont say it ,
but actually i'm missing him .
=XX
i already forgot his looks .
later must go friendster and see .
then is like , we didnt meet .
which is good , if not now i would be crying .
kkays .
erms .
i realised something .
all my friends have changed .
all my so called close friends in primary school .
they all changed .
they aint the same anymores .
the day before yesterday .
monday .
me and joan saw them at the stairs of sun plaza .
then got xinyi , may , rina foo and lili .
then i shouted hi to them cuz i at the top of the stairs and they below .
then they like , 'oh , hi .'
then nothing else .
after that the rain stopped .
then they were like ,'BYEEEEE .'
i was so disappointed .
i thought they were still the same .
i thought we all still good friends .
its hard to accept the reality now .
i want to go back to last year so badly .
i wish for everything to go back to normal .
we had so much fun last year .
how can they forget all this in a matter of just 3 weeks ?
how ?
if i can go back to last year , i will .
even if it means more homework .
last year was fun .
much more fun then this year .
expecially in lanjut .
i will never forget that period of time when we had so much fun .
i will never forget it .
although you all dont treat me as friends anymores .
and i really mean all .
i will continue to treat you as one of my friends .

today went to the ikea .
the big big de .
new de . (if i'm not wrong .)
then hors .
was so damned crowded .
then the main reason my mom went there is to search for curtains .
then when we reach the curtain section ,
the 1st curtain i saw was a curtain brand called felicia !
i was damned shocked .
i was there like , 'HUH ?!??!?!'
then i walked around somemore ,
then got one rug ,
called 'throw felicia' .
i was like , ' GO TO HELL LARHHS . throw me . you wanna cause earthquake issit ?'
i got take pics of it .
then the curtain rights .
there write , ' FELICIA $75'
i was like , 'I'M WORTH $75 ?!?!?'
lols .
then cuz there very crowded .
so my dad brought some chicken wings from there , the cafe .
then we bought it to the car and eat .
then alot of cars past us and ask us if we going already ,
cuz they wanna park .
then we keep shaking our heads and eating chicken wing at the same time .
=.=
my dad bought 12 chicken wings mahhs .
then each person supposed to eat 3 .
then my sis only eat 2 .
then i ate 4 .
lols .
she dont want then i have to eat .
but i must say , the chicken wings are quite delicious .
lols !!
tomorrow got school already .
siians larhhs .
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GOD BLESS ME .
i'm getting the flu & sneezes .
*sniffs*

today like , GORGED myself .
as in , kept eating .
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kkays .
so was like , i woke up .
then i ate two slices of bread , 3 currypuffs and tidbits .
its a miracle that i didnt feel full !
then for lunch , i ate curry noodles or something like that .
then for dinner , i ate 4 pratas .
i think thats the spelling .
wow .
i ate so much today .
ohh yeah .
all this havent count the tidbits i ate in the afternoon .
=))
zZz .
tired .
done all my homework ~
except literature .
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kkays .
so i confirm maybe breaking with bernard .
bernard's two friends , one knew him when he was born , cuz they were neighbours and same age .
the other knew him at a tender age of six .
the one who knew hm when he was born told me i was too good for him .
the other one told me he wasnt worth for me .
lols .
they all good friends .
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lols !!
HE COPIED MY URL .
fuck him lorx .
ask him go to hell !!
lols .
siians .

omgs .
didnt post since school started .
kkays .
erms .
the 1st day was kinda okk .
the second day was fun .
yesterday was DAMNED FUN .
yesterday morning .
got games all this .
then got one game is everyone stand on one chair .
stand wherever you like .
then you have to line up according from shortest to tallest .
then you cant touch the ground .
so means have to hold hands with peoples and cross from one chair to another .
and so on .
i was standing at the tall side .
and i'm one of the 10 shortest in class .
=.=
so its like .
i travelled from north to south .
one end to the other end .
then was like .
THE BOYS DIDNT HELP DE LORX .
I GOT HELP THEM LEHHS .
ASK THEM GO TO HELL LARHHS .
then still got one game .
need to have a partner larhhs .
then one person kana blindfold .
the un-blindfolded person need to guide the blindfolded person thru the obstacles .
then on the way , the student leaders will throw wet paper at them .
=.=
then one more game is ..
also need to have partner de ..
then the person on the left put the right leg either behind or infront the other person's left leg .
then have to go through obstacles .
almost all games is about teamwork de ..
lols .
then GOT CAMP .
in school .
last night .
was damned fun lorx .
got camp fire .
got sing songs .
got cheers !
joan screamed alot .
abigail also .
i also !
=DD
then need to sleep already mahhs .
gals sleep in hall ,
boys sleep in classrooms .
all the student leaders say hors .
midnight dont look at the stage .
cuz you'll see something dancing there .
then when they off all the lights ,
they ask us to sleep .
then i was pretending .
in the end , i really slept !
then joan and abigail woke up in the middle of the night .
then joan saw something white go across the stage .
abigail heard sounds .
lols .
today is more on cca all this .
wanted to go english drama de .
then was like , need audition lehhs .
then i'm scared .
then joan say join band .
deyi got 2 types of bands mahhs .
one is military band ,
the other is symphonic band .
deyi's military band is the best in singapore !
=))
its true .
then joan say join symphonic band cuz no need to go under sun .
then i was like okk .
cuz i just want to go same cca as her mahhs .

now , she changed her mind cuz she got hmt ..
nvms ..
maybe i should try out for the english drama after all ..
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today rina invited me to go to a bbq with her relatives all this .
so i went .
we put the eye shadow , glitter de !
1st time i put makeup since p3 .
lols .
enjoyed myself there .
cough got worse .
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just now me and bernard fight .
i dont wanna fight with him ..
its just that ..
i was looking through my display pictures ..
and show them one by one in display .
bernard was online .
then i put some pics .
then got me and weiling de .
then he looked .
and told me i was the right side de .
right side is weiling !
i'm so disappointed .
he's my bf .
and he doesnt know how i look like ..
i'm in a 'I HATE EVERY BLOODY LIVING PERSON IN THIS WORLD' mood .
damned moody .
spoiled my whole day .
maybe after a good sleep .
later will be better .
i hope so .